HiDdEn fEeliNgs

2005-02-12T17:13:00.000+08:00

I HAVE MOVED
relink please ! tata`

2005-02-12T14:59:00.000+08:00

potato and dancing queen came over yesterday ... flipped thru the yearbook and slacked mostly.. suppose to play soccer in school but the field was used .. ~~wth!~~.. so just went to mel's house then went to my place..hehehe .. it was fun in a weird way .. gosh , im sleepy again .. i just woke up like , not long ago .. hmm.. but i did my homework !! clap please !! and my ugly wound is healed .. but the knee is still ugly.. still cant wear skirts.. hmm..nvm..

after slackin at my place , the three of us went to look for a place to eat.. kiliney coffeeshop was closed.. damn la .. and so , we went to glutton square .. bought stingray and dunno wad la.. SHIOK i tell u ! the chilli so nice ! and metalica rocks ! master of puppets is so nice !

hmm .. in school yesterday , things were .. very boring.. esp during lessons .. was falling asleep during , MT & chem .. as usual.. didnt bother to finish mother tongue homework .. so i jus said that i din bring.. mr sew called me lazy.. watever la ! but its true ... then we talked some shiit about how we'll be like in ten years .. whether we'd be kissing guys at the MRT station .. PLEASE LAR !! tts so low ! hahaha nvm ..

then during PE ,i was so scared i fall again ..wahaha.. played some kinda soccer match ..haha.. fun la .. i saw bla bla alot of times !! more than potato !! nene !!

hmm .. potato , dancing queen and me plannin on putting braces .. i want pink and green , mel wants yellow and black , and pam wants red .. hehehe ..

i wanna buy my wallet !! the ripcurl wallet is jus so adorable !! hmm.. okay .. shall not stone anymore .. shall get ready go go out now .. tata`

2005-02-10T21:04:00.000+08:00

kimberly's dog food stinks more than her pee !! yuck .. haha.. anywayz , the bunch left my house at around 1 last night .. yups .. aunty cookie gave me some money cos i was whining about how my mom wun let me watch a movie .. so anywayz , she gave me fifty .. and my mom happily told me to put all in the bank .. i know it will help me but it just pisses me off .. i canot be free with money !! growl !!ok nvm ..

kim peed on the green rug.. sick i tell u .. cos me and my sis were playin catch with it in the spare room .. and suddenly kim went to the rug and stayed there for quite some time.. i was like "UH OH shit !! "and yeah .. yellow yellow pee just showered the rug .. ew !

and today , is officially declared "THE DAY OF POTATO BOREDOM" ..hahah.. me and potato musta spent at least 3 hours on the phone altogether .. called dunno how many times la .. hahah.. feel kinda bad tho .. din entertain my potato scholar, yzza .. she's comin on saturday and im panicking cos i dun want her to fall asleep in my hse again , jus makes me feel bad .. hmm .. YAY !! shops will be and MUST be open , so we will SHOP !! not reeli , ~~stupid~~ mother took away my money .. rahh !!

mel and i are pist becos wen some ppl have a stead , he starts thinkin its a big deal and ignores us and thinks we are jus out to break them up cos he thinks we love seeing ppl sad and heartbroken .. watever ****** !! maybe u like seeing ppl heartbroken and sad and all .. but we are not like that okay ?!?!?~~fuck la~~ .. sorry ..nvm .. ill message u aft i cool down .. hahaha .. u better reply i tell u .. or ill talk to a*e*i* .. ill tell her that you have _____ _______ !! i dun mean to threaten u , but enough is enough okay ?!?!

im bitchy , yes i admit it .. hmm .. the ribs aunty cookie made were delicious !! and i got a henna tattoo on my back ! kinda screwed up but nt that ovious ... tasnim did it for me , my sis and mom ... she dyed aunty june's and aunty cookie's hair.. din get to see the results .. but i bet its lovely .. cos tasnim rocks !!

tata `

2005-02-09T19:12:00.000+08:00

kimberly's here again !! reeli cute ! btw , she's a dog .. yup . aunty june brought her here last night at ard 11 , and she's here again !! so small ! >.< !

anywayz , went to inloft today for a party .. not reeli a party very few ppl were there , but it was fun .. that place is outrageously , adorably , weirdly cool .. cant wait to go there again ! wanna have my bday there , yup im thinkin too far .. but tt place is so cool ! the jacuzzi makes me go whoa .. suppose to go there for da party last nite , but my parents went to some other party and therefore i had to stay home and babysit the pest .. and then , someone called and said there still was a party going on ! wowee ! so i went ! it was super fun ! it was super hard to get a cab i tell u .. the roads are amusingly empty .. after inloft , wanted to see if any places of civilisation were open .. but theyre all close ~~WATEVER!!~~

yah .. so went home and then waited for my queue to leave the house and pass MELISSA POTATO something .. then yea .. met her at PS .. saw JARRYL CHIA and her cousin LINDIS .. =)) .. they went to watch a movie .. my mother din allow .. DAMMIT ! .. nvm .. hahaha .. at least they werent watchin constantine .. if they were i wud totally scream my head off .. my dad and sis happily watched it wen i was happily eating prata yesterday ..

hehe ...went to west coast to eat prata with my potential lover , my potato , the almighty and the dancing queen .. the prata was ~~SHIOK~~HEVEANLY ms koh !! totally !! u shudve come with us !! mmm .. prata thats like , 1 and a half cm thick .. with MASHED POTATOES .. CHEESE .. end EGG .. wen ms koh was describing it to us before the CNY concert me , mel and sarah were close to drooling .. and then the dinosaur !! wa lao .. totally shiok !!ice cold milo with milo powder to top everything !! totally totally yummy ! then at the shop we were like , "lets message ms koh and tell her we are enjoying the prata !!" hahah .. evilness.. but nvm , it was reeeeeeal good ! then went home , was pass curfew . my curfews are ridiculous .. a 12pm curfew ?!?!?! anywayz , i was late by an hour .. said some crap reason and went to my room to be autistic ..

right now , tasnim is here .. the henna girl ! woopee !! she's totally nice .. i wonder if the manicure lady is cumin .. i hope she is .. i wanna dye my hair .. but i obviously cant .. tasnim dyed my mom's fren's hair and its outrageously adorable !! my godparents are here .. my mom said there's gonna be a small bbq party .. okays .. i hope aunty agnes is cumin ... okay .. off to play with kimberly ..=))

cheerios !

2005-02-06T17:18:00.000+08:00

i threw up everything i ate so far .. im not bulemic or watever .. its like my stomach wont accept it .. its as good as me having no food .. rahh .. im super weak now , du htik im gg to sch tmr .. but maybe i will .. im going to wisma later to check surfbabe to see whether they have wad im lookin for .. hehe .. went to church jus now , was sneezing away .. not sneezing now , but my nose is like a fuckin tap .. haha .. no cathecism for 2 weeks !! :)) .. hurhur .. went ard far east , yah .. ate lunch but threw up less than an hour later .. same thing happened for breakfast .. ate but threw up before mass .. super idiotic ... oh freak .. i have fever .. 38 degrees ... i very scared i have cancer .. OH TOUCH WOOD TOUCH WOOD !! hmm... okay .. never mind .. im off to wisma ..

tata`

2005-02-04T19:50:00.000+08:00

I HAD FUN WITH MY POTATO AND THE DANCING QUEEN TODAY !! :)) ..

haha.. i was totally falling alseep during lessons , i din wana go for cca .. i wanted it to end ASAP so i cud play ball !! hahaha.. yups .. played captain's ball with madeline , felissa , gillian , carolyn , pam , mel , sushmita(haha .. dno how to spell their names la .) , marissa , candice and ruth .. yups .. i dno if there was more but yeh .. ruth ,candice , pam , mel , caroyln and felissa were teamed up with me .. haha.. i was da defender .. managed to block so many balls :)) .. hurhur .. then ppl were running ard with da ball la .. haha .. so informal , but SUPER FUN !! i was super awake .. screamin away .. hehehe ..so abtarded ..

then played socer with pam and mel .. i am superly not good at kicking the ball ..haha .. kick like never eat for days .. then it was super easy to defend the goal .. so yeah .. mel taught me some stuff and i got a wee bit better at it.. but i still suck compared to her.. mel's da pro at kicking tt bloody ball .. then gillian , mad and carolyn came .. started playing .. and then suddenly , me , pam and carolyn were the goal keepers all at once.. haha.. carolyn is super pro at defending .. and gillian is super pro at sms'ing and kicking .. mad is the pro mummy !! super funny la .. mel said the goal keepers shud wear jerseys tt say "BOOBS AT RISK" .. hahaha.. watever .. so fun ..

then me , pam and mel shooted some hoops.. lmao.. i cudnt score at the netball ring .. haii .. but i managed to score at the bbal ring.. watever u call it .. then it was kinda late so went home .. yups .. haha..

today was fun dears !!! lets play again some time k ??

2005-02-03T21:33:00.000+08:00

im faling everything , but i cant be bothered to study , not that im lazy , im just superly tired .. had hse prac today .. im totally drained .. and the sec 1s simply piss me off .. they talk wen we tell them the lyrics .. and then they complain they couldnt hear it and therefore cant cheer .. wad nonsense la .. most of the sec1A girls hate ma already , but so be it .. i reeli want caroline to do well this year ..

so anywayz : HAPPY BDAY TO YOU , HAPPY BDAY TO YOU , HAPPY BDAY TO TRACY , HAPPY BDAY TO YOU !! *whoots!!*ur 15 !!! have fun !!

hehehe .. today , i wa falling asleep during EVERY SINGLE lesson !! i was jus tired .. and michelle chua !! o my gosh !! she sucks , but i think she gets the idea that the class hates her .. poor her .. haiz.. bleahz ..

during mother tongue i was totally gna doze off .. hmm .. but then the bell woke me up .. but then , the cme talk made me wna fall asleep again .. and there was hse prac ... reached home pass 7 .. and i was totally drained... hhaha..

i gotta choreograph the cheerleading routine and the dancing queen's helping !!! u rock !! love love love ya.. thanks alot !!

2005-02-02T21:31:00.000+08:00

tom morello rocks ..i dun care ... hmm.. chating with jarryl chia yong chang now .. tt lucky boy , and yes ! tom's guitar is adorable if i was filthy rich , i'd buy that sucker from him .. yups .. its so cool !!

my gosh .. im failing EVERY SINGLE THING .. i gotta buck up i tell u.. and im still here wasting time .. i jus cant seem to log off =)) .. hahaha .. i got maths hm work to do .. im almost done , i got to study for that fucking geog test .. its a retest !! oh please .. michelle chua cant teach so she shudnt expect us to do wonderfully .. haha..

so anywayz , i went for drama today !! im so proud of myself .. hehehe .. before that , was crappin with tracy , del , lizzy , and mel .. damn funny ... hahaha .. and yilin's gummys were delicious !! yum !!

i hate tmr's timetable .. im so isolated .. hahaha .. okay watever .. ill be in a good mood tmr .. hehhe ..

2005-01-31T20:41:00.000+08:00

im superly in love with the choreography of caught up !! yes .. haii .. am i bitchy ? yes i am .. i wun deny it cos if i did , people all over the world wud be cursing me .. yups .. hmm.. i gota stop being bitchy .. but its jus in my nature .. my mom is bitchy , and so is my sister ,and my cousin , and my aunt.. so therefore , its in my genes .. hmm.. but i shall promise myself to stop being a total bitch BECOS , its a bad thing , soemthing i shudnt be proud of ..

anough about bitchiness ..haha .. haii.. my dad has a great project now .. yay-ness !! he doing the interior designing this time , thats .. erm , weird.. haha..nvm .. and today was "suprisingly" boring.. sarcasm , yes .. A maths results are out *drum roll* A WONDERFULL 7/20 !! hahaha ..im happy and sad.. i really wanted to pass the paper , but on the other hand , the results are better than the PATHETIC 3/20 i got for Emaths .. haha .. o wells , and as usual , i was fallin asleep during mother tongue .. haha.. o man .. im tired.. but i shal stay awake .. mus watch depo housewives !hahaha .. alrite alrite .. tata `

2005-01-30T13:24:00.000+08:00

my wound is totally sick .. my mom made me put on this ointment.. dries up the owund or something.. i can see the effect .. its like.. my wound is dripping with liquid.. its not pus .. its like.. water... super sick i tell u .. haha .. enough about me .. im not suffering.. my grandma . PLEASE PRAY FOR HER .. SHE'S NOT WELL .. saddening.. she's having liver or kidney probs .. not sure.. forgot.. but still .. PRAY FOR HER !!

my mom made prawns for lunch.. o damn .. haha... it was irresistable but not my mouth itches like hell .. haha .. but still , delicious ! watched along came polly , secret window and mystic river yesterday .. secret window was freaky ... haha .. but nice ending .. along came polly's super duper sweet !!! wowee !!

again , pray for my grandma !!

2005-01-29T10:44:00.000+08:00

yesterday at school was totally screwed ..haha
during assembly , everything was so quiet ...talagang malungkot ako kc , things have changed .. so anywayz , first period was chem ..
wasnt paying attn .. as usual .. me , sarah and lizzy made our grand entrance .. we were late .. haha...

then had lit .. yah .. pam was fallin asleep .. thot i was very late alredy cos was talkin and talking outside the class and slacking at the locker .. but still , i was early .. sheesh ..

had PE .. and I FELL DOWN !! yes ! haha .. wasnt painful at first but it started to sting alot .. donna fell too .. and weixuan almost fell .. my god la .. the pavement's like shit !! yups .. din need ta do push ups tho .. haha .. me and donna went to the office to get first aid .. and donna greeted the woman at the counter .. and the woman was like "good .. u greeted .. better than her (me)" .. WATEVER !! so we put on some stuff .. it was like ooowwwwee !! haha .. then went up .. played some soccer .. was acting bimbotic .. blood was drippin from the wound .. and i wanted to say "eeyyeer ! "but i rememberd my proper english promise.. so i was like "ewww !!" .ok.. im crappin ..

after that , it was MATHS ... i was erm .. not paying attn .. haha.. was lookin at the clock mosta the time.. waiting stupidly for reccess .. hahaha...

reccess was.. errr ...disappointing.. hmm.. yea.. then it was mt .. before tt , i was superly awokened .. yeaps .. then was falling asleep again like .. 15 minutes later .. haha .. and the bad news is , i may not b able to take f&n ..shit la .. so lil ppl wana take.. cant me and steph jus take ?? 2 of us??? haha .. soical studies was full of shit oso .. wasnt paying attn ..

assembly .. hmm.. i m so dead .. i dun think i got enuf cca points .. considering my drama attnedance is as good as shit .. so anywayz , yups.. had hse commitee meeting after .. so din get a chance to eat lunch ... but nvm ...
gotta eat later ..

did firelighting.. haha.. then had ta stay back again .. for some talk on the elderly ..o man .. they make the elderly sound so poor thing .. and rite now ..my wound is super wet .. yucks ..

went to adam's house aft everything.. i was sticky and stinky .. haha .. my mom saw my wound and made so much noise .. wth .. then they treated my wounds .. ouch la .. washed with SOAP and WATER .ouch... then put SALTWATER ... super ouch .. then they put some ointment.. my god la.. it made my wounds super hot at first ... then got tingly tingly feeling.. owww !! then , after that .. i was like.. superly in pain .. jus closed my eyes and went to sleep .. woke up at ard 11 and went home .. aunty june sent us home .. haha ..

2005-01-26T17:59:00.000+08:00

school today was fun and funny . as usual .. i love school .. BLEAHX !! o please .. school's a piece of !@#$ . no la.. actually .. its both .. im contradicting myself ... hurhur .... o WATEVER ! hahahaha ..

went towning with the dancing queen today .. yuppies .. saw tons and tons and tons of SAJC ppl .. and i saw JARRYL CHIA YONG CHANG ... wa lao .. that hair is so recognisable lar ! haha .. and he was da shortest in his gang ?? yups .. yo shorty !! okay.. im crapping..hahaha ..

i scored a WONDERFUL 3/20 for the Emaths test .. how terrific RIGHT ?? o wells , mr lau was super disappointed i can tell .. i WILL try harder next time .. and i MEAN IT ! i hope i did betta for Amaths considering i found the papaer easier than the Emaths paper .. sheesh !! i will study mr lau ... i will i will i will .. :)

2005-01-25T20:39:00.000+08:00

MR LAU !!! U MAKE ME WANNA HAHA !!hahaha..

SO OUT OF POINT !!

i went science centre today ..
watched TWO omni shows ..
and i was SERIOUSLY having a headache..
but it was interesting la..
went to JES to eat with my dears..
MEITA , CHERYL , DOREN and mel...
arrived here at home past seven ..
im still ALIVE !! yay !!

so anywayz , in school .. the past few maths lessons were totally hilarious i tell you .. mr lau makes me wanna haha .. totally funny.. he's like having spasms .. oops !! no la.. but seriously funny !!the Emaths test was harder than the Amaths test .. im gonna die ! so anways , i owe ppl so much money now la... but .. nvm . haha .. Egeog lessons are.. erm.. idiotic.. i shall stop answering questions .. ill try .. haha..

mrs chua:wads another term for yields ?
students:uhh
mrs chua:harvest!wads another term for harvest ?
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mrs chua:wads another term for yields?
students:harvest
mrs chua:wads another term for harvest ?
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smrs chua:wads another term for yields?
students:harvest
mrs chua:wads another term for harvest ?
students:yields
mrs chua:wads another term for yields?
students:harvest
mrs chua:wads another term for harvest ?
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mrs chua:no ! another word !
students:harvest (haha)
mrs chua:NO !!!another word !

so out of point la !! nvm.. its just funny..i was like so pist .. nakikita ko nyong pgibig yong mahal ko.. alam ko mahal na mahal siya si ***..pero i wish it wudnt be rite in front of me .. i wish that hindi masyadong obvious ..

2005-01-23T19:04:00.000+08:00

yesterday was.. fun?? haha.. went out with 9 filipino scholars !! o man .. like.. 3 of them were from RI , 2 from scgs .. wow .. i feel dumb beside them ! haha.. cos in the morning , iza came to my house.. she's also a scholar , studying in IJTP.. she asked me to go ou with her gang .. i din know it was so big ! anywyaz, they were super frenly .. dun remember most of their names tho .. shoot ! haha.. lex is from RI .. a girl refered to as senior is in scgs .. the youngest in the grp is from BPGH.. ivan is from RI.. the tallest guy and the roundest guy is also from RI.. haha.. there was this two really chinese lookin ones.... one from SCGS another from IJTP.. o man .. all of them are sho samrt la !! they were talking away in tagalog.. i actually understood them ! haha.. when they talked to me in tagalog i jus answer in english.. very weird i tell u .. they are so nice la.. walked ard town ... and then iza went back to my place..she slept over... she went back to the boarding house this morning .. coolness..

today .. went to church , then me , mom and sis went to suntec.. was feeling totally pist off.. but amazingly , my sis cheered me up.. played this handshake thing.. haha.. it was fun in a weird way .. my mom ah .. thot she going budget .. she's not !! haha.. she saw the scrabble game thing.. she see , she like, she buy .. same for my shorts .. same for the ghee.. well, she dun need the ghee , but she bought it cos i wanted it for baking...HAHAHA..wow !! haha.. aunty june came over.. brought kimberly (its a dog).. SUPERLY CUTE !!! i was like.. 0.0 .. tiny tiny poodle... super super cute !! again , im so easily amused.. haha.. so anywayz , went home .. tried studying bio .. i dno why.. not that bio's boring .. but then ! its like.. i fall asleep everytime i try studying it .. damn .. i fell asleep you see , and when i woke up , everyone has gone out. fantastic.. never tell me la ! haha .. so .. gotta study gotts study !! byebye
~chill homeboy~

2005-01-21T19:34:00.000+08:00

went to the dancing queen's house today .. yuppies !! haha .. del , her and mel played mahjong.. i was sitting there making loads and loads of noise.. o man .. my voice's too loud !! haha.. then went to taka .. o shit la.. ez link no more money ... mom's gna kill me.. haha..met mel's mom , dad and aunt.. very nerve wrecking... firstly , mel's dad said i din have to pay for the meal .. secondly , he asked me to make mel more feminine , thirdly , they were talking about someone !! rahh !! akala ko tapos na ..pero they refreshed everything .. rahh !! haha.. so anywayz.. went home.. im still alive.. reached home like , 3 hours after curfew.. but im still alive.. praise the lord .. amen !

dont think that you can tell me what to think
i'm the one who knows whats good for me
and i'm standing my independence
gonna take the road i'm gonna take
and i'm gonna make my own mistakes
into my life
i decide

i decide how i live
i decide who i love
choice is mine
and no one gets to make my mind up i decide
i decide
where i go
where i mean,who i know longer
the one whose run my life
i decide, i decide

dont think you ever gonna hold me down
couldnt do it broken do it now
i'm kicking down all the fences
i'm gonna do it all,let do too much
and if i less lie, hoping love
into my ride

i decide

i decide how i live
i decide who i love
choice is mine
and no one gets to make my mind up i decide
i decide
where i go
where i sleep,who i know longer
the one whose run my life
i decide, i decide

dont thinkin' know our choises...
i'm finding my romances
and only i'm sorry to be
until then its gonna be
i decide

i decide
oh yeah,yeah
i decide

i decide how i live
i decide who i love
choice is mine
and no one gets to make my mind up
i decide
i decide where i go
where i sleep,who i know longer
the one whose run my life
i decide, i decide

i decide how i live
i decide who i love
choice is my
and no one gets to make my mind up i decide

2005-01-20T16:53:00.000+08:00

yay !! tmr's a holiday !! happiness !! today at school things were totaly whacked up i tell u .. haha.. funniness.. strolled to maths class but was still early.... o man.. then i was like , damn enthu during geog .. hhahaha.. ppl keep turning to look at me ..rah ! haha..then mr lau .. gosh !! that man is super funny la ! its like, no one's really listening to him .. i was writing lyrics in my handbook mosta the time .. and ms gaoya was doing her physics home work...horhor !! haha.. o damn .. i got bio , maths and geog tests nex week .. and i gotta get myself another copy of enemy of da people.. hey guys ! if any of u have seen one , please check with me.. I LOST IT !! :'( * .. haha.. anywayz.. ponned drama today .. yea.. go on.. tell the whole world i ponned.. please la.. i thot it was only once a week ?!?! drama's gettin boring..*yawns* .. going down the drain i tell you .. im gonna quit anyway .. yay !! happiness !! yesterday was the first time in two terms i went for drama.. lmao.. watever la.. haiz .. cudnt be bothered..~on the boulevard of broken dreams~

2005-01-18T18:13:00.000+08:00

alrite..its tuesday. i keep thinking its thursday .. cant wait the the weekend to come.. o man .. i feel so empty.. this sounds stupid but is like.. there's not enough homework.. i feel like im not studying enough... haha ..

y e s t e r d a y

yesterday had guides.. was superly not full of stuff to do..haha.. but anyways , enjoyed it in a weird way .. lizzy said i had the wat-the-heck look while doing foot drills...haha.. alrite.. didnt notice it.. went for dinner after guides with melissa... been going home real late since dya one of school kae.. mostly cos im slackin.. no actually ive been doing homework .. i think .. haha.. after dinner with mel , went to adam's hse.. i din kno dinner was served.. super abtard .. haha..the chicken was superly nice.. went home .. wanted to go online but felt sleepy rite after bathing.. so jus wenta sleep ..

t o d a y

wowee .. today's super funny. not lookin forward to any of the lessons... for two reasons**.. haha.. lit was okay .. but the worst as usual's E geog .. played some get to know each games .. again.. please lar... ppl wanna learn ..haha.. then stayed back after sch.. slacked but did my hm wk aft mel went up with pam .. haha.. wa lao .. haha.. so anywayz , i told yunyu something** .. yunyu !! u know wad to do !! shshsh!!

o yar.. haha.. signed up for da racing frogs thing.. only cos it was darn cute !! super super cute i tell you .. funny oso.. but mostly cute !! gosh..and melissa chia ... u r dam dam dam funny la .. was lookin at that person today and its jus funny k .. haha.. imagine her singing.. !!haha..funny funny funny ~!!!

2005-01-14T21:10:00.000+08:00

last day of skul.. first day of guides.. quite happy :):) .. its been a while.. haha .. o man ... so lil sec 1s turne up pls .. scary .. nvm .. shall flirt with summore sec 1s and force them to join .. o man .. im so scared for the company .. its saddening..so anyways .. the sec 1s were scared of da axe.. o man !!! had to tell them it wont chop their heads off please !! nvm.. was oso like tt .. so .. yeah :) .. gotta go out with someone soon ? yea ..nt very willing to go .. but i shall go.. weird !! aft guides.. went to macs with mel .. yea.. then wnt home..

mr lau is so so so funny !!
mitzi is damn funny !!
hui yuan is sho funyy !!
melissa is hilarious !!
madeline is super funny !!
u guys rock !!

2005-01-10T20:56:00.000+08:00

its been a while since i blogged .. real busy with school ..haha.. last week was.. busy .. haha .. had campfire preparations .. cool .. had the scare of my life when it started to drizzle.. that wud mean all the work has gone to waste.. thank god we found the chilli and onion in time !! thot it was stupid at first.. ooo boy.. once the chilli and onion went missing.. it started raining .. then dara found it.. and suddenly .. it stopped.. freakay !!ate dinner near mel's place aft campfire.. ate prawn noodles.. o man .. my lips were swelling..hahaha.. but owells.. everythin was okay after sleepin .. haha.. then ate prawns again the nex day .. cant help it.. haha.. silly me.. there was this woman at the restaurant lookin at me like there was a ghost beside me... totally weird.. bought earrings and a bracelet.. totally adorable .. today.. stayed back in sch to study.. then went tiong for mochis.. yup.. delish .. haha .. ~lost~

2004-12-31T18:23:00.000+08:00

went to sentosa yesterday..also wnt to PS to meet yunyu to pass her her presents.. hmm.. yeah.. rained like shit.. so many ppl at sentosa oso.. yeah.. today.. suppose to get ready for countdown party at aunty loren's NOW.. but watever.. cant be bothered anymore.. the mood to celebrate is gone !! thank you* so much for being a major person on my mind this year.. haha.. wadever.. i think i better get ready now..
~here i go~

2004-12-29T13:17:00.000+08:00

okay .. haha long time nv update .. laziness plus busy-ness.. the party on christmas eve was ..HAHA.. fun and funny.. went to vanessa's hse for da party.. and someone's skirt got pulled up by her dear sis.. not me la.. haha.. sumone* .. HAHA .. funny sia.. but damn embarassin... can feel her pain ..hahaa.. then talked to my cousins in philippines.. omigosh guys i miss u like hell .. I MISS U !! MUST COME HERE NEX YEAR OKAY??then went to aunty evelyn's hse .. ate summore.. adam gave me his beer.. cool .. thanks ah .. and the party before.. vanessa gave me alot of wine.. thanks .. haha.. heard trisha drank more than half a bottle.. u siao ah ? then went home and opened presents.. cool.. my mom got this luis vuitton bag from her fren.. not fake one lor !! wth .. i want oso !! so nice lar..

the next day.. hmm.. wad happened .. o yea.. went out.. went to suntec and the esplanade.. so fuckin crowded.. not romantic anymore.. LOL.. haha .. was tired for some reason..went shoppin too.. bought this super cute mango skirt .. lol.. my poor couisn cudnt get it.. haha..

on the 26th ... went to aunty june's hse.. but first ! went to town and united square... gosh.. HEART STOPPIN !! arghh.. made myself look like a bloody fool !!! saw someone* .. and then .. keep pullin down my cap.. damn .. okay.. im the definition of fool !! wth !! its ..MADNESS !! yeah.. damn stupid lar.. then went to aunty june's hse.. so nice lor.. like showroom liddat .. heheh... her cat is fuckin cute !! gosh.. took pics of it.. budden the eyes in the pics so fuckin small .. irritating..

then marisse came over.. at ard.. 12 ? haha.. so late la.. then me and jewel went to DG station to pick her up.. waiting there like fuckin fools.. wait wait wait.. then decided to go home.. and guess wad.. she was sittin in my livin room .. rahh !! hahah.. so yeah.. freaked ourselves out.. stupid fools.. hahah.. then yeah... slept so late .. suppose to wake up early the nex day .. but slept so late..

so woke up super late ..then rushed to the jetty .. hmm.. in the end.. we had to wait for like more than an hour.. cos forgot to bring hotdogs or somethin.. retardedness ...

at pulau bukom.. hmm .. super fun lor.. swim swim swim.. eat eat eat .. haha.. so fun !! then jewel dropped marisse's shirt in the 3.8m part.. die la.. so hard to get it up.. then after tt i found this superly long pole.. so yeah.. we got it up...the hongkong noodles was super nice too .. then washed up and had bbq... it was okay.. and that stupid woman made me cut cheese.. watever la.. i must know how to cut cheese ?? .. like i dono .. bitch ! .. tried sleepin.. but the fuckin kids kept jumpin ard the bed.. stupid lor.. so i decided to jus stay up and watch tv with the rest.. we made fun of jeremy.. haha.. guessin who he likes.. fun in a dumb way..haha..

went home the next day.. then rested at home..

today .. hmm .. went to cine with alot of kids.. watched kung fu hustle.. felt quite ok.. then realised tt someone* was in the same cinema as me.. but i din see... o well .. watever.. met mel.. bought some ingredients and youghurt.. then went home.. now waiting for her to come over to bake.. yup..

2004-12-24T16:23:00.000+08:00

the party on wednesday wasnt so bad.. actually , i dont know.. my frens were in the room crappin al the while .. played with eyeliner and stuffed ourselves silly... i played the coin thigny.. quite stupid.. but it predicted that masagot ka.. pero hindi.. it didnt happen .. ~here i go scream my lungs out~

went out to town with mel and pam on thursday .. love you guys !! wow their prezzie for me's nice ! thankew ! hmm.. my cousin went jewelery hunting.. the bracelet she bought's nice.. realised that christmas is sooo near.. and it doesnt feel right.. i got no mood for celebration.. i kept seeing siya* pa salibut town .. watever .. masyado'ng sakit... ~tryin to get to you~

christmas eve .. im hopin for a himala .. pero it wont happen.. kinda obvious.. in no mood for celebration... masyado'ng kong malungkot.. but ill try to seem masaya.. ill jus try.. ~for you my only one~

2004-12-22T15:19:00.000+08:00

im so fucking pist cos my stupid mother wont let me go out .. why ?? becos of my sister's party.. wad da fuck la.. no one's even here yet.. and i bet it wud be a disaster jus like my party..my mom's a fuckin embarassment.. she wont even let me step outta the fuckin door..

hmm .. okays.. on monday.. went to east coast... rollerblading.. damn tiring.. my thighs were totally weak after tt .. but it was fuckin fun .. went over to mel's house after.. then went to adam's house.. boring like fuck as usual .. and adam has a job .. im so fuckin jealous .. i really need cash .. and as usual , my fuckin mom wont help me.. "i spent alot for the party .." oh watever... like i give a shit about her crap !

went shoppin yesterday.. bought this teenie weenie thing for pam.. but still .. costs quite alot.. kinda regret but nvm.. then went to chinatown.. wanted to buy hena but the store closed so fuckin early.. dammit.. and i dont get it.. why do old people have to buy jade so fuckin often?! it aint that nice either.. ate at this restaurant... fuckin pist.. wanted to get outa there ASAP .. smelt like shit.. yucks.. but the food was nice..

and today..im SO FUCKING PIST ... feel like just ditchin this stupid party.. and i bet the xmas party aint gna b tt fun either.. prolly gna sit ard and do nth .. i'd rather have it at my hse.. then everyone can come.. but no .. someone wants it somewhere so lets have it her way.... fuckers.. this year's holidays are nth but bullshit.. its so empty.. so fuckin different...

2004-12-19T23:28:00.000+08:00

hmm .. okayy.. damn damn damn tired ..and fuck all my money's G-O-N-E gone .. not all lar .. but... most of it .. abnormalness .. haiz .. i really hope i can still dance ..

alright . lets see . friday .. gosh .. wad the fuck happened on friday ? hmmm.. forgot.. nvm..on saturday .. i also forgot.. wad the fuck is wrong with my memory ?? i dunno . im in the clouds now..
so dont fucking expect me to think straight .. WAIT ! ok fine .. forgot wad day is it today .. damn this is superly fucked up !!! ooo okayy
so today's sunday .. oh ! okok .. so now i know wad happened yesterday ..

Y E S T E R D A Y
went christmas shoppin with melissa chia .. hmm .. thats why mosta my money's gone..sighz.. bought ******** for yunyu .. very nice lor ! wudda kept it for myself if i hate her .. but i love her so i shall give it to her .. LOL .. went to centrepoint .. then wisma .. haiz .. forgot liao lar.. but i remember mel was whining cos i spoil her ogling sessions.. wadever lar .. idiot .. haha .. bought a ring for her.. yup .. remember .. heart pain liao .. for TWO reasons ... firstly cos its parting with my money , secondly .. hmm .. yeah .. nvm .. fucked up fucked up fucked up !! rushed home to go for christmas party at some hotel .. whoa !! nice lar !! the place is so fucking nice .. like.. 600 a nite.. not bad lar.. haha..went gyming first .. cos nth to do .. then got ready for da party .. boring at first but everything was fun during the last part ... games were fucking whacked up ... they made me and my cousin look like lesbians.. fucking incest ... pff.. i am so fucking pist cos the money i won is so fucking gone .. g-o-n-e gone !! me ? big spender ? no .. just that ... my fucked up mom wont give me any money AT ALL .. i mean .. please ...ever since i started working she thnks i dont need the money.. fuck her .. stupid bitch .. so anywayz .. swam at like... 2am ? yup.. then went to sleep .. at ard 4.. those fucking people expect me to wake up early .. fuck them .. what for ?!

and so .. today .. went home , bathed , wrapped presents .. ahemz ! note to self.. mom does not deserve a present !! she is totally fucked up ! went towning with jewel .. then met mel .. her mom bought her what i was suppose to buy her for christmas... perfect ! firstly , im superly broke , secondly , my mom is fucked up and not gonna help me , third , !@$#!$ !@@!$# !@#$#! ... walked ard like shit .. and im tired ..

FUCK U MOM !!

2004-12-16T19:11:00.000+08:00

back from marisse's house .. slept there for two nights .. yup .. feel totally weird now lar.. guess someone* gets the message .. :) .. freaked out ? yeah ..hahah .. someone* i mean .. GOSH !!! hmmm .. thanks and no thanks to marisse .. hahaha .. so in the end .. thanks ! haha .. so the day before , i went out.. gosh !! waited for them for 2 freakin hours at lucky plaza .. so i went over to the mag shop and surfed the net .. hmm .. then they came.. tried sellin 5566 autographed calendars budden the woman said that they had enough .. wth ! hmpf.. so we just went to far east and ate chicken rice.. kept staring at the lights at this shop... HYPPPNOOOOTIIISINGGG ... wth.. i feel like killin myself.. i spent all the money .. arghh !!! went home , slept , ate .. crapped and then slept again .. hahas..
~thought i saw u* but.. it wasnt u*~

so yesterday , woke up super late .. ard 1?ate lunch , slacked and yeah .. so many things happened.. tried tellin u* .. but .. u din really see or get it .. then marisse just slamed it IN YOUR FACE .. sry about that .. GOSH !!! feel like a fuckin idiotttt !! i think i dun dare see u* anymore lar .. but.. hmm.. was quite hurt .. but not so much cos i was pretty prepared for it.. and u* also cheered me up somehow ... :) .. weird huh ? haha.. was pretty down lar.. then (ok sry to sly fans) listened to sly's version of its my life.. never fails to crack me up .. "lets rock and roll baybay !!"hahaha.. went jogging with marisse at ard 11pm ?? hahaha .. retardation i know.. heck lar .. then went online again .. and u* came.. but half the time it wasnt really me .. hope u get it .. haha .. im in the clouds now .. haha ..slept at 5+ ..

woke up superly late today .. ard 3 in the afternoon .. hahaha .. cool in a way .. haha.. ate at macs , went grocery shoppin and made cookies .. din get ta taste them .. sadded... cos i went home.. growl ..

2004-12-15T19:34:00.000+08:00

at marisse's house ....takot na ako ... because im so serious when may kaugnayan tungkol sayo ..

im serious.. but i HATE u !!i hate the way its u im talkin abt .. i hate the fact that mahal kita .. i hate the fact that gusto ko'ng sabihin sayo that mahal kita but ur not replying...

2004-12-14T10:24:00.000+08:00

went chirstmas shoppin .. yup .. but in the morning i received a wake up call from my dear yunyu .. lol .... couldnt go with her to west coast .. sadded !! but anywayz .. asked mel to go and reply yunyu's message .. tt woman also sleepin .. gave her a wake up call too !! hahaha.. marindig ko'ng boses mo* .. HAHA.. then .. stoned till my mom came back .. called marisse and phoebe for conference call .. yup then gwen came in .. so cool .. haha.. aft which .. went off to orchard point for shoppin .. hmm .. everything went well at mom's check up .. phew .. the whole check up costs a fucking bomb lar .. like .. close to 500 bucks .. wooohoo .. deep purple rocks .. yes .. i wana marry the guitarist .. he so rocks !! listen to the guitar solo in perfect strangers !! omg... haha.. but this version abit slow .. compared to the concert one ... nvm !!smoke on water is also nice .. melissa !ot cos someone* can play ..but yeah ..when someone* plays ..its kinda cute .. haha ..for some reason .. i bought chocolates .. with jelly beans in it .. close to gone now .. so fast ! haiz !! bought my blouse .. like finally ! sheesh .. my mom wanted to buy me frilly blouses !??!?! wth lar ! dowan means dowan she still keep choosin under my category of NO NO NEVERs .. bought nail polish oso .. damn .. hahah.. and why dont u* remember ?!?!?! grrrrr ~!!! i tot u did but nvm .. gna tell u again later tonite .. harharhar .. asahan ko'ng saglit masaktan yo'ng puso ko dahil sayo .. gonna meet my dear today !! marisse !!! haha.. i bet she's still sleepin.. o wells .. can tai tai lar... hahhaa .. meetin at lucky plaza.. tata .. cya ..

huwag mong makalikha ko'ng umiwak .. i so fucking HATE u !!!! pero .. magsinungaling yon .. kc mahal na mahal kita .. each time i think of u , i get so fucking pist off .. kc nagseselos na'ko .. I HATE U I HATE U I HATE U !!!! bakit ganito ny'ong damdamin ko ?! its becos of u !!

tata` .. i LUV u ..

2004-12-12T16:46:00.000+08:00

bakit ba hindi pwuede'ng kong magkasalubong ka ... hindi ako maswuerte .. kasi hindi pweude'ng kumita kita ... let me be .. dun question my actions ..kailangan ko ikaw .. hindi crush lang .. hindi magkagusto ito .. sibulan ng pag-ibig ko para sa iyo .. mahal kita .. sigurado'ng ko'ng pamamahal ito .... miss na miss kita .. gusto ko'ng masaya ka .. of all people .. bakit ikaw ? SO WASTED !!

2004-12-11T16:24:00.000+08:00

kung alam mo lang ,matagal na kitang minamahal,simula't sapul palang...ikaw nag tibok ng puso ko..ngunit di mo pansin aking mga tingin..
sayang na sayang lang sinta..mahal panaman kita..ba ako sakaling malaman mo..baka iwasan mo mga tingin ko sayo..sana'y maunawaan mo damdaming kong ito
kahit mayroon ka nang ibang minamahal sa buhay mo..
kung alam mo lang kung gano kita kamahal ..nagtitiis, nagdurusa sa twing kapiling mo sya..kung alam mo lang na mahal na mahal kita..ngunit ako'y lalayo nang di na muling masaktan..paalam na sinta at di ko na ito kaya..
pangarap ko nalang makakasama ko ikaw..baka sakaling doon lang ako'y iyong pakinggan..dinggin mo pagsamo ko..at malaman mong mahal kita..

=D..hehehe .. ok .. haiz ! im so sick of stoning at home lar .. i wanna sleep but canot sleep .. hmm.. wanna go out .. BUT ! i need the cash for dancing !! grrr .. guess i have to go budget for the whole of next year to continue..damn .. my dad wanted to see me bloggin .. my reaction too big .. haha .. i think he know wads going on !! shit !!fucking hell lar !!

2004-12-11T13:35:00.000+08:00

i cudnt sleep last nite .. yes .. slept nearing 6 am .. wahhaa ...
kung alam mo lang , ma tagal kita minamahal .. hahah . hmm ..

2004-12-10T18:53:00.000+08:00

hmm .. deleted the shit with tagalog in it..bahahah .. cos ! cos ! cos ! theyre bullshit .. today , went to mel's hse .. felt super weird ! hahaha ... hmm !! wasted ! growl ! and im so not babbling shit .. i mean it ~! wasted ! my fucking sister bought this new pair of shoes and she's treatin it like its worth a million bucks .. im gonna make my uncle teach me guitar .. im gna make my cousin's band drummer teach me drums .. im gna steal my cousin's guitar .. im gna dance .. yes .. wads wrong with me .. and wen the hell did nirvana seem so nice ?! ill fucking tell u wen .. kasi naman ! gusto daw sila sya* ... HAHAH .. yes .. mahal kita* .. hindi ko alam kong bakit .. pero .. totoo yon ha ! gusto kong lumabas kasama ka .. gusto kong magpahalata ng nararamdaman ko sa iyo* .. pero .. ang hirap eh ! guto kong umiyak kasi baka meron ka'ng babae na ... ang sakit sa puso kasi wala ka sa bahay mo ... sa iyo ang pag ibig ko .. Sa iyo napako ang puso .. sa iyo para parang langit ang paligid ko .. sana ay ibigin mo ... sana .. mahal mo rin ako ... mahal kita !

happy translating !
haya !! im feelin ... malungkot .. malungkot talaga ....

2004-12-09T13:00:00.000+08:00

yesterday
wad a fucked up day tt was a fucking waste of my time .. called up the numbers again .. sounded nice .. until me and mel entered the blody place .. fuckd up ... we are to sell snoopy stuff .. direct sales .. hmm ... wat the fuck !! quota 10 a day .. hmmmm.. summore it says some technology shit at the door .. but snoopy stuffed toys are not technology shit ok .. summore its all hidden behind ..fuck them lar .. hahaha .. so therefore , after giving my mom the details ,.she refused to let me go .. perfect .. haha .. now i canot continue dancing .. arghh !! hmm .. if they dun let us quit , we'll jus continue MIAing and let them sack us ..hahahha

hmm .. then went clementi for arcading .. therefore i missed the mass .. my mom was being a fucking bitch .. she called , i nv answer , and she took away my phone.. how fucked up is that huh ?

ANYWAYS ,
she was like ..
" u dowanna come here anymore ?!?!? dun come !! " ..
so i said ..
" ok fine lar .. i dowan to go anymore "
and she was like ..
"u better come or else .."
WATEVER LAR ..
stupid bitch ...

watched the incredibles ..
the line cudnt be any longer
but in the end it was worth it..
it said cinema 2 ..
but cinema 2 was showing some fucked up show abt a pink sheep..
yeah...
thot i was at the wrong cinema..
but nah ..
haha..
the show was VERY nice ..
it was the last show and it was still sold out ..
hmmm..

2004-12-07T21:04:00.000+08:00

WASTED !!! RAHH !!
okay
never mind
haiz..
today ..
met mel ..
went job hunting , as my mom calls it ..
went meridien hotel
a fucking waste of time if u ask me ...
HAIZ !
then went to united square ...
all full time wanted ..
and that fucking bitch at the shop is a fucking racist
i would kick her racist ass outta my face if i could ..
mel treated me to chicken wraps at old chang kee
THANKEW !!
forgot what she fucking did ..
BUT !
i pushed her and she stepped on an old lady's flip flop ..
HAHA !
went over to novena square ..
yes .
another waste of my time !
bought newspaper to check classified ads ..
went over to my house and watched kil bil 2 ..
yeah ..
on second thought..
id rather snatch that racist's fuckin eye outta her screwed up head..
FUCK THAT SHOW IS SUPERB !!
then called some motherfuckers ...
hmm ..
lets see .. the ad says ...
call alice at ********
and
call kelly at ********
and
call jane at ********
BUT !!
why do these 3 women have broken voices may i ask ?!?!
haha
ok..
maybe someone else picked up lar..
hahahah...
funy leh ..
"alice" was "polite"
"she" was like ...
oh ok call tmr after 9 *put down phone*
polite lar u !!
hahaha..
BUT !!
haha.. ill call back tmr !!
yay !
i wun give up ..
mus continue dancing no matter wad !!
yes !!
its really what i love doing ..
hehehe ..
so .. yeah ..
im not pist really im not !
just that ..
my mom , kill bill ..
they influenced me to be vulgar !
really!
my mom keeps swearing on pubic hair i swear !!
hehehe ..
and kill bill...
"fucking bitch !! get back here !! ill kill u u bitch !! get back here !! " by urs sincerely .. elle..after beatrix snatched out her fucking eyeball and stepped on it ..
pai mei rocks !!
stupid elle murdered him !!
but !!
yoyoyo !!!
that woman .. darryl hannah ??
forgot name ..
haha ..
U TOTALLY ROCK !!
yes u do !!

2004-12-07T11:52:00.000+08:00

Y E S T E R D A Y
haiz.. totally whacked up lar !! money's ALL GONE !!! woke up bloody early to meet mel for breakfast .. went to her house .. WASTED !!! haha .. blurting out rubbish again !! so yeah .. went tiong .. ate LJS .. i paid for mel !! haha .. then .. walked ard .. hehehe .. then ..ate mochis .. haha .. again .. i paid for mel.. wads wrong with me rite?? hahah .. kiddin .. then went over to clementi lor .. saw del and pam !! YAY !! U GUYS ROCK !! MISSED U BOTH!! then .. played arcade for 3 hours ,, yes .. very very fun .. then went over to my place to watch kill bill .. OOoOOoOoo ... VIOLENCE LAR !!the fighting scenes were ... gross ?? yes .. gross .. got one part the eye was totally pulled out .. hmm .. del went home in the middle of the show... haiz ! then pam and mel left later lor .. haha .. i slept damn early after realising i slept for such a short time the nite before ..

T O D A Y
i feel like i pig .. i ate too much !! rahh !! gna meet mel later to look for a job at meridien hotel ..

2004-12-06T10:50:00.000+08:00

felling superly weird .. haiz... now at mel's place ... hmm .... beri quiet .. cant stand it .. gna eat breakfast together and then go meet pam at clementi ... by 12 .. think we gna be late ... o wells ...

2004-12-05T21:46:00.000+08:00

internet's fucked up !!! RAHH !!

slacked today
retardedness please !
woke up ..
ate ,
go online ,
sleep ,
go online again ,
go church ...
and i was like .. 45 min late lah
so yeah ..
15 min left ..
then , my blardy sister wanted to go see her shoes
so went to taka .
then went to eat at the food village
my bloody sister didnt want her food
so she therefore ate as slowly as possible
she couldnt be any slower .
she's super lame lar .
jus cos i don wanna bring her rollerblading anymore ,
she say i must return the money i got from my godparents .
RETARDEDNESS !!
she thinks ill fall for her bimbotic statements !
tmr going arcade ..
hmm.. cant wait to make use of my life and enjoy
i wanted to buy muffin mix !
but my mom said NO !
hmpf
have to settle for flour ..
the muffins are gna turn out awful
wish me luck !

2004-12-04T22:17:00.000+08:00

went out with my dear yunyu today .. haha .. tiring like anything lar.. so i went to PS to meet yunyu and ngern kia .. went to check the movie times but then .. haya .. all sold out .. so walked over to cine... yeah .. then .. i decided to walk home, go NTUC , walk back home , and go back to cine .. yes.. dun ask why .. it was to get my curfew extended .. haiz .. then ate at LJS lor .. haha .. retarded lor .. saw so many ppl , saw ziping on the way to cine , also saw eunica .... then saw delisa at cine with her sis .. not bad .. so many ppl towning today .. gossiped all the way with yunyu and ngern kia ..haha.. then they called the one and only .. no answer ! o wells .. haha .. next time lar... maybe u'll receive a message from the one and only !!! all da best dear ! the movie was nice.. christmas with the kranks .. blaire's chio .. uh huh ... haha .. went to heeren before the movie .. got some marshmallows .. yups .. and.. went home lor .. my dad unwillingly got the connection back .. hahah .. and my mom is FISHYY !! she's suddenly so nice to me .. hmm .. talked to mel .. for quite some time .. hahaa ... she helped me check classifed ads .. thanks ahh .. hayooo !!! my feet r killin me.. help help !!

2004-12-02T19:40:00.000+08:00

YESTERDAY
wasted... go figure .. haha .. so anywayz .. schedule was totally screwed up .. supposed to meet marisse at 10+ at orchard for her waxing.. but .. she was still asleep at 10.30 .. so yeah .. damn lar .. nvm .. so just met her at little india mrt station for brunch .. ate at KOMALA VILAS !! yay ! like finally lar .. something happened .. uh huh .. shall not go into details .. like as if its something bad .. lol .. haha .. then . went back to her place , and slacked .. wanted to go follow mel at NUH , her brother got operation .. yup .. so accompany her lor .. then in the end i din go so yeah .. played monopoly with cici and marisse .. i lost i think .. i dunno .. then during the second round , i backed out cos singapore idol was on... haha .. then marisse back out oso .. wanted to concentrate .. haha .. taufik rocked lar !!! marisse voted loads of times .. and she was like .. taufik brides ?! hmpf ! im taufik's queen .. and u will be taufik's tree .. wth lar !! haha .. me ? and tree? nonsense .. haha .. and when taufik won , marisse and i screamed like nobody's business .. YES ! TAUFIK SO DESEVRES IT !! we were like so scared he'd lose or something .. touch wood ! haha .. then we called up people and called them money wasters if they voted for sly .. so bad rite .. but yeah .. too hyper to be sensitive .. hahah .. so .. yeah .. went to sleep lar.haha ..

TODAY
ok .. woke up early .. ard 10.. haha .. cos marisse's mom wanted to go to macs and have breakfast there .. so we did , yeah .. haha .. then went to orchard for her waxing cos yesterday nv go .. haha ..OUCH ! the beautician is MERCILESS !! haha .. firstly , hot wax , secondly .. ouch lar .. ouch ! haha .. then marisse felt weird and wanted to go my house and bathe budden forget it lar .. hahha .. they sent me home even my house was like ,so so near.. haha.. thanks anyway ! then yeah .. wanted to leave the house cos my mom and i quarelled .. haha .. so i did , and i met mel .. her brother was with her .. poor thing lar .. haha .. no freedom with his arm .. o wells .. went to orchard library .. treated mel dairy queen .. dunno why i did that lar .. haha .. then , went to kino .. then went to borders .. haha .. they were lookin for somethin lar .. then they went to taka to have dinner .. i din follow so i went home lor .. hahah .. din wanna go home so fast for 2 reasons .. hmm ... so yeah .. im here now ... quarelled with my mom upon reachin home.. haha .. think the neighbours cud hear .. but watever ! haha .. i dun care .... and there's this guy who thinks mel and her bro steadin >?? gay couple ah ?? rubbish lar... hmm .. hahaha .. ok .. peace out !

2004-11-30T15:39:00.000+08:00

Y E S T E R D A Y
okay , yesterday suppose to go out with a couple of peopl buden last minute dowan so , yeah .. watever lar .. but i still went out with mel for late lunch , poor her , must wait for so long jus to have lunch ... and then , yeah ... went home , we watched shall we dance .. hmm .. i mistaken tt movie with another sexier movie ... oso with and old man ... haha ...

T O D A Y
gna fall asleep anytime now . at work . im suppose to be out with mel , pam and haras .. budden .. gta work .. and im super sleepy ... the spacebar is so damn noisy lar .. ok so i jus found out tt i GOTTA work today at like , 10.30am today .. i was sleeping lor .. my mom woke me up and forced me to go .. so i go lor .. wth .. then i packed some mags , filed up forms , delivered stuff .. yup .. and mel , haras and pam are at the arcade .. so near yet so far .. haiz ..IM GNA SLEEEEEEP !!! growl .my mom ah . since this morning on the way .. and this place is a 15 minute walk from my house lar .. idiotic.. jus called her and she's at chinatown .. bloody lor .. and then now got chaos .. cos all the hotels are fully booked and aunty magdalene and lelani are panicking cos duno where to send this tourist ... last resort ; hotel 81 ... then lelani was saying that she went there to check out the place with her husband last nite and she saw sooooo many protitutes .. haha .. expected .. so yeh .. those tourists have to stay there .. lol ... and , wad else hmm .. got this ang moh wanting to buy air tickets , but then hor .. he take so long to fill up forms ....aunty magdalene gettin angry ..hahahaa .. summore her printer not working .. when lelani prints , its ok .. but when she print its not ok . .she gna have high blood pressure and i pity her .. HAHA.. the tourist confirm staying at hotel 81 .. so many air tickets sold already .. i pity aunty melanie ... hahaha ... aya.. i think ill doze off lar .. nth better to do.. hmm ..

2004-11-28T21:31:00.000+08:00

i went to work today.. slacked like hell .. hahah .. but sold quite alot .. hmmm .. damn cold in the shop .. haha .. chatted and sms'ed the whole time lor .. hahah .. and i cudnt see the delivery forms .. damn damn damn me !! hahah .. melissa bully me like shit today .. but im in a good mood .. so my mood cant be changed ! i talked to someone ... and someone* was nice to me ! haha ... nice nice nice .. im in a GOOD MOOD ... MELISSA IS SO NICE TO ME RITE NOW !! .. and becos of u *

2004-11-27T19:22:00.000+08:00

went out today .. lucky me .. arrived home late but mom not here so yeah .. lucky me .. and dad totally ROX !! help me say i arrive earlier than i did .. he rox !! haha ..

so i went to jurong today .. all the way there ... yes .. haha ... ate ljs .. and i treated mel .. im so nice rite ?? haha .. then yeah .. went up to the ice skating rink .. then saw cheryl tan ... she gave us yoghurt and she rocks !!she came in third rite ?? not bad lar .. so dun glare at me .. i dun represent the philippines..hahah... then we also watched the ice skating competition .. not bad.. philippines rock !! my gosh .. me and mel saw this skater from philippines .. but canot see her after that.. dunno where she go lar .. haha .. but she very chio ...hmmm... its like i saw her somewhere oso .. i think at the travel agency ..maybe maybe. HAHA .. me and mel "explored" ..o wells .. went to library .. borrowed books .. yups .... then went to boon lay to explore and take pics of the beautiful scenery ... hahaha.. ate at macs there .. i ..uhh ...spilled mel's cuppa coke on her .. SORRY SORRY SORRY !!! but its like ur fated to have drinks spilled on u .. i pity u .. haiz ! then .. wnet home lar .. super late .. but .. thanks to my dad who rocks !! im alive !! whee !!

2004-11-26T19:19:00.000+08:00

im happy .. haha ... can say so lar ... but wth .. ive been stoning at home for the longest time .. wanted to go east coast to cycle with pam and mel budden my mom , as usual , din allow , giving me some crap reason . so yea ... went to pass tanning oil to mel , then came home , persuaded summore but failed .. sheesh .. so yeah .. went online .. and someone was online so i chatted with that person lar .. haha.. interesting ... then .... wen tt person went offline i went to sleep lor ... having cramps .. ouch lar ...

2004-11-26T10:02:00.000+08:00

im at home stoning again .. and the bloody results for poker search keeps poppin out !! i didnt even search for poker !! why wud i search for poker ?! ... im still itchy ... bloody mosquitoes ..haha .. went to watch a movie yesterday as a family.. dad's idea .. i dont know wads the deal .. he muist notice that my mom and i arent exactly acting like mother and daughter .. i ended up sittin beside her .. sheesh .. and she didnt fall asleep !! wow .. amazing !! the movie was nice. polar express .. hmmm .. the incredibles were totally sold out .. so yea.. my dad and i are gna watch it some other day ... im gna cook later .. have this sudden urge to cook .. and .. and .. and... i just want my dripsters to end .. frustrating.. uncomfortable ... irritating !!

2004-11-24T22:27:00.000+08:00

back from camp .. haha .. im superly sleepy now budden im ..
waiting ..haha .. haha .. crazy lar ..

MoNdAy
WOKE UP LATE .. haha .. super .. i tot mus reach by 8 ... consent form say 9 wad.. so i woke up at ard 7.45 .. mel called practically shoutin cos suppose to reach by 7.10 ?? yup .. was an hour late... cos i forgot consent form and then i make the driver go back to my house so .. yah .. then not enuf cash to pay camp fees so i borrowed $$ from cheryl .. yups . she also payed for tanning oil .. haha.. yups.. so went to camp christine lor ..haha .. pitched tent , made gadgets .. then.. we were in charge of .. ermm .. cooks .. yeh .. peel potatoes until i go mad ..haha .. dinner was nice.. cooked by mrs leong....then went for nite walk , haha .. partered jia ping .. felt insecure so i MUST hold hands all the time ..i made mel fall twice??then went backhaha .. . slept late .. cos i gossiped with sec 1s haha.. yup ..
oh yeah .. got one scary incident .. jia ping kana blood on the lower leg , but no wound .. the first aider didnt find wound .. creepy ..

TuEsDaY
woke up ... hmm weather shiok lar .. haha.. ran to toilet cos i was damn urgent .. hahah .. breakfast was egg sandwich.. and i had the orederlies duty .. lol .. nice timing .. cos all the way was self service food hahah .. then .. did outdoor cooking .. lolz .. haha. we used fire starters..ssssssshhhhhhhh !! haha .. not suppose to use .. but then .. yeah .. hahaha ..pizza was nice ... we cooked everythin btw .. in a hole in the ground.. cool huh ?? then .. chicken was oso nice .. better than last year's one .. banana chocolates were yummy ... fizah asked why they so big and then she said they looked like ... dicks .. ew lar .. and since the day before , the whole company disturbed me and mel .. say we together .. please lar .. close frens canot arhh ?!? went kayaking after that ..hehe .. ermmm.. thurges kayak capsised .. poor ting leh she .. her kayaking experience always very traumatising .. tiring like hell .. i partenered vanessa and boffa us like canot tahan liddat but she still persevere ... the best junior i know off .. keep it up !! =D .. yah.. alot of sec 2s like her .. then got bbq .. me , mel and cheryl were usually found at the corner of the lodge .. haha .. then uncle miles told us lame jokes .. hahaha.. very fun lar .. slept damn early .. o yeah .. scary incident .. fizah oso kana the blood .. she went first aider , no wound found .. she and jia ping kana the wound only after going to this area behind our tent .. argghh !!

TOdAy
today , striked camp .. haiz.. i miss camp ..im full of mosquito bites ..haha .. uncle miles crapped ard summore and called thurges his drain fren cos she fell down in the drain the day before , during bbq .. scare me lar .. dunno whether she crying or laughin .. she was laughin ... -.-" .. really not her day .. so many bad things happened to her the day before .. went home .. cabbed , gave mel a lift .. see i so nice rite ?? o yeah .. we won best patrol !! whee !! haha .. got so much sweets ..but yeah .. haha .. ate pasta cooked by my mom .. grateful but we quarelled cos she wanted me to go out ... im damn tired.. shouted at her and stuff .. haizzz ... slept until ard 9 ... then .. ate dinner .. she act nice in frnt of my dad lor !! wth ...

2004-11-21T21:16:00.000+08:00

today i went to work ..hahah then .. sat there chattin with ppl on the net .. so slack .. haha .. and my pay's half gone .. lol .. went out with mel .. yes... bought stuff for camp .. she told me crazy stuff so many times .. wth .. but i smiled uncontrolably..hahaha ..

2004-11-20T15:37:00.000+08:00

hmm .. at work now .. haha .. working at my mom's fren's magazine shop .. quite fun lar .. its a mag shop/travel agency .. o wellz .. my "boss" said i cud use the net .. so cool .. no customers now anyway and i have done all im suppose to do .. i was late lah .. haha .. first day late liao ... tsk tsk .. den uncle raul was teasin me cos i was late .. watever lar .. hahah .. i first packed and sealed the magazines .. screwed up some packets .. lol .. lelani's very nice.. she showed me the ropes and instructed me here and there ... we then delivered some mags to certain shops .. wahlaueh .. the bag was damn heavy .. cos neither me or lelani wanted to use the trolley .. lol .. my hand now still quite pain ... i did some admin stuff .. checkin stocks , receipts , delivery forms .. yeah .. and .. now im here .. im gonna be alone tmr .. damn .. scared i screw things up .. hahaha .. gettin ard , 6-7 an hour .. but i scared my mom wun give me any more $$ cos i alredi have .. haiz .. she owes me quite alot now .. so .. yeah .. i got the job at quite a bad timing .. dammit .. so yeah .. off to slack !! hah jkn .. bb !!

2004-11-19T23:29:00.000+08:00

hmm .. today is.. full of events .. haha .. gt precamp training , and camp fire .. woke up late .. therefore reached sch late ... who cares .. at least i din see mrs chan ..HAHAH .. im close to gettin kicked out man .. so i went la .. tried makin myself useful .. wth .. i got transfered .. i in different patrol now .. wth !! jp in my new patrol .. o wellz .. who cares .. did out door cooking.. rubbish lah .. take so long to start fire ..but .. quite worth it .. after tt hui lian told us some freaky stuff about camp christine .. then .. fizah bcom paranoid.. wahlau lor .. jump , scream ,....haha .. she was like tt at the camp fire oso .. lol ..

went to mel's hse to let her bathe and change for camp fire .. was disappointed upon reachin .. *winks .. haha .. mel shud kno why .. so yeah .. walked in the rain and was next so soakin .. mebbe im stretchin the truth but .. anywayz .. yeah.. was WET lah .. then after that .. went over to my place i bathed .. then rushed to kuo chan ..dno how its spelt lar.. haha ..

only 6 ppl fr our sch go lor .. pathetic .. but we tried to be enthu .. yes.. quite successful .. but then our sch din cheer .. haha .. we went unoticed ... perfect !! we were unprepared anyway .. then some school was teachin us some stuff .. and thurges was on the phone with her fren watchin singapore idol .. haha .. i screamed when taufik was in !! wheee !! haha .. so happy .. he must win the competition !!! yes !! but olinda out .. wth lar.. sylvester ahh .. pretty face only.. but his face pretty meh?? so yeah .. our group was screamin away .. luckily small grp so din attract much attention .. during the refreshments , mel and i lookin at chiobus.. no actually she was lookin for chiobus .. rather .. A CHIOBU she saw earlier .. but we din see .. and i was lookin at .. a bung ?? HAHAHA.. im nuts lor .. wth .. cos she asked me to join in some song .. and i was like .. IS THAT HER ?!?! im weird .. yes...o wellz .. mel keep sayin she better lookin .. then roshini and mel tryin to act mafia .. quite nice .. haha .. i was acting as mel's bitch .. wth .. fun lar ..

then roshini's dad brought us to our destinations .. haha .. mel , uma and me (same class nex year !! whee !!) went to J8 .. me and mel ate but uma din join us .. ate at macs .. haha .. i was sayin simple plan is whiny .. and speak of the devil .. simple plan was on the radio a minute later .. whine whine whine .. sry to all of their fans .. but all their songs complain about their life.. my life worse lor ..hahah ..

then went home lor .. hahah .. finally done ...im SLEEEEEEEPY .. whoa .. haha ..

~im in luv with a thug .. lalala .. no lah .. not thug lar .. siao .. but.. someone * .. u * .. yes ~

2004-11-18T11:10:00.000+08:00

my mom was snoopin into my stuff last nite n im fucking pist at her .. she found a letter .. yes .. fuck lah ... luckily marisse say it was her fren's one but my mom dun quite belive me ... watever ... dun believe dun believe lar .. fucker .. i hate that bitch .. hmm..

2004-11-18T11:02:00.000+08:00

To melissa , pamela and kat

They said you wouldn't make it so far
And ever since they've said it its been hard
But never mind that nightcha had to cry
Cause you had never let it go inside
You worked real hard and you know exactly what you want and need so believe
And you can never give up
You can reach your goals
Just talk to your soul and say

[Chorus:]
I believe i can
I believe i will
I believe i know my dreams are real
I believe i can
I believe i will
I believe i hold it soon man
That is what i do believe

Your fools are justes singing, your soul
And you know that your moves will let them show
You keep creating pictures in your mind
So just believe they will come true in time
It will be fine leave all of your kiss and stress behind and
Just let it go
Let the music go inside again the pain
It just start to believe

[Chorus]

At third my yet what people say
Hold your head high and turn away
With all my hopes and dreams I will believe
Even though it seems it's not for me
I won't give up, i'll keep it up
Looking to the sky
I will achieve on my knees
I will always believe

[2x chorus]

2004-11-17T15:22:00.000+08:00

alrite .. im still at marisse's place .. she's now at the living room practising for the farewell thing .. yups .. im in her mom's room stoning .. i feel rotten ...probably gna watch a movie later with phoebe ..

yesterday ..
okay yesterday the PL sec2 netballers came here .. they danced like nobody's business .... woke up quite late lah .. for me .. 11+ ... haha .. danced until ard .. 6 ? yeah .. then me and marisse sent her frens to the central and at the same time , we bought alfredo ingrdients .. we're addicted to it .. haha .. but it turned out nice .. and we din have to clear up = D .. but i feel quite bad lah .. aunty alma did all the cleaning up .. plus marisse's room .. its totally messy lar .. haha .. we ate .. watched a lil tv .. and then went to marisse's room .. then .. o yah .. we were lookin for jobs .. found quite a few .. her mom will call up .. say becos it maybe a rapist .. lol .. but yeah.. possible la ... quite scary .. marisse say bring pepper spray if go for interview .. HAHA !! she's damn funny lah .. totally crappy .. at ard 11 we went to have supper .. cabbed ok ?? to the central ?! no lah .. actually wanted to go to this place but it was closed ... so .. wells .. we told the driver to go central ... ate prata .. wth.. i think i gained weight lor .. then went back to marisse's hse .. haha .. she tried on her clothes she "never wore" ... then .. yeah .. she found tt alot of then dont fit anymore .. HAHAHA ..and some look good on her .. laughed our asses off lar.. so funny.. then going to sleep tt time .. wth .. she squeezed me on the bed lar .. then when she finally got up to her bed she scare me lar .. say that black fingers will come outta no where and scratch me .. ARGHH !! i was scared so i went up to her bed and we squeezed there .. -.-" .. its stupid yeah .. thn she say later got one woman under our blankets .. ARGHH !!! wth .. i was scared plus tired lar .. i dun dare sleep but i was soo tired .. anyways . .she talked me into going back to my bed and.. yah.. slept .. hahah ..

today ..
went to little india .. wante to eat komala vilas .. BUT .. IT WAS CLOSED !!!! arghh !!! so anywayz .. we went to eat at tekka market .. and .. yeah . marisse is going to the CC.. which means ill be home alone .. haha .. i dun mind .. lolz ... so yeah .. went back to marisse's hse and here i am now ... dunno wat movie to watch lar ..

~~~i love you* ... it pisses me off .. i hate you* becos i love you* .. haha .. doesnt make sense .. but anyhows .... i cant wait to see you* again ~~~

2004-11-16T01:55:00.000+08:00

sheesh .. im TIRED lah .. as usual .. at marisse's house now ..sleeping over for the second nite .. hmm .. i m PISSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSEDDDDDDDDD .. yes ..

i dunno why ..

ok so toda i was at jia jun's hse .. marisse's fren .. they were practising for their farewel party .. the house was damn nice lar .. so big .. big big big .. nice nice nice ..

haya .. now me and her talkin bout the loves of our lives .. yes .. i love YOU** !! yes yes yes .. haha .. im nuts ..

oh yeah .. haha.. marisse made me enemies with this guy called esmond .. haha .. cause he insulted my name and i insulted his .. and yeah ..

yesterday , i was at my mom's party .. it was retarded .. haha .. went to PS at like .. 9 -10 ??? yea .. then i wanted to see someone at a bus stop .. budden yeah .. i din see .. saddening ..

then yeah . watever .. im gonna do something .. yes .. hmm .. bb ..

HAAHHAHAHAHAHAH !!!

2004-11-13T20:44:00.000+08:00

im blardy exhausted !! haha .. yesterday was ... exhausting .. yes ..

i went home .. and my mom refused to let me in the house .. so i went ard town lor ...called mel and i was damn pist at my mom ..was actually waiting for my mom to call me .. quite saddening lar .. she didnt exactly try to look for me... i went back to the hse and no one was there anymore .. so i went to my dad's workplace ... he told me to follow my mom at EXPO !!! so far please ! so yeah i followed her there la .. went shoppin .. my legs wanted to give way .. i went to eat at glutton square la .. then finally went home .. haiz haiz haiz ..

called mel late late late last nite cos i was sleepin alone in my room and i remembered the bloody shutter .. therefore i couldnt sleep so i made sure she couldnt either .. haha .. no lah .. she kept me company .. thanks arhh ..

today i went to my sister's sch's funfair .. not bad lah .. got business .. i forced mel to coem and bribed her with food .. she made me wait for so long lah .. so anywayz .. i bought her some kinda desert and chocolates .. but in the end she didnt want the chocos becos got caramel .. she has this thing for sticky stuff rite now .. hahaha .. her *censored* .. hahah ..

so yeah .. i saw someone .. was quite happy for a while lah .. my eyes enjoyed alot .. actually i go there to see my sister's performance budden i didnt ..

i was on the way to the hall and i slipped .. i pulled mel with me .. the floor was damn slippery .. haha .. so we walked up the stairs and the performance was next to finished .. haiz ..

after that yunyu and nk came .. for a while onli .. i piggybacked my sis ard the foyer and then we went home.. mel came over to my place to pig out .. we ate like theres no tmr ... and watched ju on ..

yes .. im tired .. gna sleep soon .. HAHAHA..

2004-11-12T15:34:00.000+08:00

ok ... haha. got my posting results today .. so many ppl in class end up there ..not bad la .. i got my first choice .. all the combinations so damn mixed up ..

yesterday i went to watch movies .. went to watch shutter first with pam , mel and my sis . we wanted to watch taxi (mel say the girl there chio .. WATEVER LA !!) .. budden is sold out so we settled for shutter .. horror movie .. wth the girl so creepy .. mel say the lead actress chio .. the lead actor not bad .. mel say handsome .. ??? ... she say she more handsome .. bloody ego ... i screamed so much with pam ... yes .. hahah .. our throat sore aft the movie .. after that met my parents ..

i got a lil scolding cos my money was next to gone .. dammit la .. i cant handle money .. i spent most of it on food and my mom was like WHAT ?!?! damn her la.. got scolding oso this morning .. she sux ..

watched princess diaries later last nite .. ITS NICE OK ?! .. mel say not nice .. mel likes anne hathaway ... she like so many ppl .. wth ..

today i got pissed at my mom and i went to mel's hse before gg to sch .. hmm .. so many ppl at her house i scared !! mel thinks shes so tall ... wadever !!! hmm .. so yea .. i wanted to go tiong budden we saw gy and cheryl limousine so we cabbed to sch .. wanted to act glam .. yeah .. gaoya overreact , she so scared ask the same question somany times ... yeaps .. so many ppl there wen we reached ..

so im in trouble with daphne cos i nv go for drama .. questioning my commitment eh ?? i dont have any .. HAHAHA .. so yar .. i saw one of the teachers in charge of drama then i ran out of sch with mel .. went thru the back and got back in thru the front .. yeah.. its retarded but nvm .. i was damn tired .. haha .. we went to eat some place and i came to mel's hse .. here i am now .. she's torturing me .. i die for her to see then she know ... lean on my shoulders .. i will die for her to see !!! ive been irritating her with that phrase for like ..ever !!so yeah ..

my mom is pist cos im suppose to be home .. watever ... i die for her to see .. hahahha ..

2004-11-10T13:07:00.000+08:00

yeah that song's nice .. good foot by justin timeberlake and timbaland if im not wrong .. in the soundtrack for shark tale ..

im stoning at home today .. wen my sis comes back im gna watch princess diaries 2 with her ..

so yesterday i went to school to plan the guides annual camp .. my mom's pissed cos she say i always go to school even after school term .. aya watever la .. she stil thinks im in primary school ..after that i went to lot 1 to watch shark tale with gaoya , her sister , cheryl and mel ... yes it was nice ..

melissa is damn embarasin la !! haha .. woman !! u call me mommy in public then the aunty at the supermarket laught at us leh !! ayoo !!so yea ... i owe her ice cream .. its so not fair >_< .. i took same train home with her lah .. then she very excited when she saw this woman cos she had .... something .. or rather .. somethingssss .. damn lah .. wen we alighted she go all the way to the other door cos the woman was jus beside the door ..i think the woman's husband or something suspect cos wen we left the plane i saw him staring at us .. HAHAHA.. melissa u suck !! :P:P ..

i went home and i slept damn early ... ard... 7.30 ? yes.. and i woke up at 9 this morning .. im a pig ..

i wanna go her house and play PS again !!! yes i do !! ill ask my mom later .. i hope the bloody rain goes away so i can hurry up watch the moive and go play PS ..

good foot by Justin Timberlake and Timbaland

2004-11-10T13:06:00.000+08:00

I aint tryin to be rude dude
But we tryin to tear up the place, come on

Hey Timbo (yeah)
Dont you hate it when a dude starts actin up
Like this fella over here with his hands on the scuff
Be muggin and carryin on

Hey J.T. (yeah)
Why these dudes keep starin at us
I dont know but Im about to find out whats up
Be easy dont take it to rough
Talk to them

Im not being cocky
I just noticed that she was lookin at me
Chill homeboy be cool
Cause there aint no reason for all the fussin at me
Its just gettin started
And theres alot of fish around here
Just shakin their jelly
I aint tryin to be rude dude
But we tryin to tear up the place, come on

Chorus:
There aint nothing to it
If you wanna get down
Then we can do it, do it
There aint nothing to it
Get out your seat (why)
You aint glued to it
Be easy and watch that tone
Keep stepping with your new suede shoes on
Boys and girls lets all sing along
Now everybody just get on the good foot

Get on the good foot

Now how am I supposed to know shes yours
She aint got no ring on her finger
It aint our fault homeboy
That your girl likes to wonder and linger
You actin so serious
We just danced I aint even ask for her number
Dont be mad cause we the life of the party
We aint really tryin to hurt nobody, talk to them

Im not being cocky
I just noticed that she was lookin at me
Chill homeboy be cool
Cause there aint no reason for all the fussin at me
Its just gettin started
And theres alot of fish around here
Just shakin their jelly
I aint tryin to be rude dude
But we tryin to tear up the place, come on

Chorus:
There aint nothing to it
If you wanna get down
Then we can do it, do it
There aint nothing to it
Get out your seat (why)
You aint glued to it
Be easy and watch that tone
Keep stepping with your new suede shoes on
Boys and girls lets all sing along
Now everybody just get on the good foot

(Oh no) Get on the good foot
(Oh no) Get on the good foot

If you keep on pressin at me
(That dont bother me none)
Cause I see every fish in the sea
(Im a get the baddest one)
You take yourself so seriously
(But you dont impress me none)

Dont be alarmed boy
We came to do no harm boy, talk to them

Im not being cocky
I just noticed that she was lookin at me
Chill homeboy be cool
Cause there aint no reason for all the fussin at me
Its just gettin started
And theres alot of fish around here
Just shakin their jelly
I aint tryin to be rude dude
But we tryin to tear up the place, come on

Chorus:
There aint nothing to it
If you wanna get down
Then we can do it, do it
There aint nothing to it
Get out your seat (why)
You aint glued to it
Be easy and watch that tone
Keep stepping with your new suede shoes on
Boys and girls lets all sing along
Now everybody just get on the good foot

Get on the good foot
Get on the good foot

Slow down boy, girl
Oh, oh, oh…

2004-11-08T16:38:00.000+08:00

haiz .. i should be in trouble by now if my mom's guests were'nt here .. good luck to me .. gonna die as soon as they leave .. HAHAHA.. i good mood now lah .. noting can take it away ..hahaha ..

went to school today to submit option form for da subject thingy .. mel was there at the bus stop stoning .. she say she wait for very long .. like sorry lah .. i woke up late .. haha.. anyways gaoya and cheryl oso arrive same time as me .. hahaha ..

after that went to tiong to eat ... ate at macs and i was damn full .. mel and i were commenting on some ppl's acting skills .. sometimes seeing lousy actors pisses us off ... haha ..

so off to her house .. was piggin out there .. played PS.. we were so lazy no one wanted to go press restar and stuff .. hmm .. yes .. tony hawk marathon .. she trashed me a couple of times but i trashe her most of the time ..

then her brother wanted to have lunch .. so yeah they settled who was to go down and buy lunch .. yeah .. jarryl learn fast lah .. compared to mel ..HAHAHA !!so yeah .. mel beat him once ... i trashed him the next .. and he trashed mel the nex .. in the end mel had to buy .. and i had to go ... hmmm ..yah .. jarryl like emperor liddat .. dunno why ..hahaha .. yeah .. went back and i played one round of tony hawk's with mel .. and went home ..

watever lah .. my day of piggin out was ruined thanks to my mom ..

im happy becos of u .. hahaha ...

2004-11-07T19:31:00.000+08:00

.::yesterday::.
okay so yesterday i went for open house ... useless .. we had little "business" .. i REFUSE to go into detail .. hahaha .. its malu-ating .. yeah .. i was late ...not say late la .. i arrived there last?? yes .. haha .. we had ready made chicken and we pretending to cook it .. so cool .. in the end we ate it ..clearing up was the worst !!!

me and mel went to tiong to eat and meet gaoya and cheryl .... yeah ... they watch us eat only(they ate earlier) .. hahaha .. went to mel's hse to collect playstation and some games ..then her dad brought us to go eat fruits while he ate lunch .. hehe .. thanks ahh !! he asked me my class position and i was like .. "uhhh .. hahaha .. nvm that lah .. " HAHAHA ..

after that we went to my house and played until 10 at night ... i trashed mel in crash team racing and tony hawk .. she trashed me in that bloody golf game .. and i regret lending her my tony hawk cd becos she sounds like she damn pro oredi !! arghh !! haha o well ...

.::today::.
today i quarelled with my whole family and i was pissed for the rest of the day fullstop !

2004-11-05T14:09:00.000+08:00

HAHAHA. watchin mtv most wanted .. and VJ Ken is totally adorable ... his accent is so cute lah .. hahaha .. yup ..

was eating and eating non stop just now .. im still sneezing every minute .. body temperature went down .. YAY !!!

thanks to my neighbour who gave me da slices of honeydew yesterday .. they're the best !! i dunno but just had ta thank ya !!

was in the kitchen jus now and omg !!! i smelt food cookin from my neighbour's hse .. like wow .. it smelt totally heveanly !! they were like honey glazed kebabs !! Ooo

haha .. denise was dared to stuff 10 big marsmallows in her mouth and read da request .. haha .. unsuccessful but anywayz ... ken is still adorable !! bahhahahahha...

sheesh lah.. i cant go overseas anymore ... at least not until i settle some shit for the PR IC and stuff .. have to go take pics later for the IC.. then next week must go for medical check up.. got AIDS test loh ... that means must draw blood .. but my dad say maybe i no need cos still under 15 .. hopefully .. but in the end i still must take ..can imagine the pain ..

i have this urge to eat instant noodles .. haya .. when i have them i dont want them .. wen i dont have them i want them ..

my sis jus came home .. hmmm .. she wanna change channel but i wun allow her to !! muahahahha .. poor her .. she din do too well for exams ..

mel !! ill try getting ur lacy underwear pencil case anywayz .. lets jus hope my cousin wud b nice enough to buy it .. HAHA !!

2004-11-05T09:51:00.000+08:00

i wanna get well soon !!!
i hate being sick !!!

2004-11-04T19:38:00.000+08:00

rahh .. damn pissed off now lah ... cant sign into msn messenger ... have been tryin for the longest time ... my fever is on and off ... haiz .. feel damn weak lah

today i went to collect results ... hmm .. my mom not quite happy budden i told her she shud be happy that i got the pink form ..aya .. lots of ppl received it but i managed to convince her that my results look bad becos my class is very good .. its all crap lah but yeah ... so after collecting results i wanted to go out with gy , mel and cheryl but i really wasnt feeling well .. until now i feel rotten .. so yeah .. haiz .. i hve this feeling my account is frozen or something ... until now canot sign in !!!

i went home .. did some convincing .. and went to rest .. not veh shiok lah .. my whole boy achin .. but anywayz , my mom called her fren's massage lady to come over and give me a massage ... shiok la .. it helped .. for a while .. i went to sleep again but wen i woke up it was all back to normal .. as in .. i was achin all over..

guess im not going for open hse tmr .. arghh !! i really wanna go .. have to tell natria .. hope she understands lah .. hmm ..

yay!! finally can sign in !!!

like yay !!! woohoo !!!

hah ! you* are online ... hmmm ..

2004-11-03T17:29:00.000+08:00

gosh .. not feeling so well now .. im super tired but i didnt do anything tiring .. my back is aching and i cant breathe easy ... got slight fever oso .. haiz .. the annual illness is here .. i dread it so much.. it usually comes ard november .. hmm.. its right on time ... hopefully ill recover soon cos this sucks ..hopefully by this weekend .. got open house le.. my patrol in charge of firelighting ... i cant do that if im sick .. it will be too tiring.. but .. haiz .. please hope that itll go away ..

so anywayz .. went to school today .. right on time :) .. so yeah.. disscussed the annual camp ... my patrol only has the sec 1s going ... i mebbe going overseas and dno bout the seniors .. pity the sec 1s ... yup

after school me and mel went to tiong to eat brunch .. yup .. she anyhow threaten me say she will sms someone** becos i couldnt decide on wat to eat.. and she was hungry.. o wells .. haha .. so yeah .. aft that boffa us went to supermarket to buy stuff to eat .. mel said she wanted to "camp" at her place .. ok lor .. i go lor .. i din wanna go home so fast ..

bought marshmallows .. wanted to buy pancake mix budden her hse cant really cook ... hmm .. yeah .. bought tat .. went to her place ...

we put like 3 marshmallows on a cracker and put it in the toaster .. yeah .. very nice ok .. i was full budden i ate a few cos it was SOO NICE !!mel say can make business with that and ceryl said she was nuts .. lol

played play station there .. i got trashed in the golf game.. i use tiger woods only ruin his name .. i got trashed by mel .. thats great ... i also got trashed in the racing game .. forgot wads it called liao .. yup .. talked a lil about our sucky lives then played a couple of card games ... then i went home ... yeah .. hahaha

tmr mus collect results .. wish me luck my parents are gna slaughter me if they see the results ... yeah .. hahaha ..

2004-11-01T13:03:00.000+08:00

my sister has high high fever .. since last tuesday ... aye .. very worried for her .. hate to admit it but yeah ..

2004-10-31T20:13:00.000+08:00

haiz.. today was a day of piggin out .. really it was .. woke up .. watched hocus pocus .. haha .. very funny .. nice .. i wanna watch it again !! after that .. went to eat lunch .. yes i woke up very very late ... then bathed and went online for 2 hours or so ..

after which .. i went to sleep ...AGAIN !! haha ... woke up at ard 7 pm .. then watched tv ... ate dinner .. and here i am again ... damn .. haha ..

i wanna go school tmr to clear locker but my dearest mother dun allow .. damn lah ..

|||i wanna see u* ... |||

listening to : surrender by ms A. Simpson
wearing : t shirt and shorts
at:parent's room
mood:missin u .. its not quite a mood but yeah ...

2004-10-30T20:57:00.000+08:00

i was damn tired jus now hahah ..

okayz .. so woke up at ard 10 ... then went to st marg's funfair .. the school's damn nice .. comapred to stc .. haha ... gosh im trembling now .. cant type properly ... hahah .. ok so ill try ..

on the way there in the bus i was eyeing this st marg's girl so ill alight at the correct place .. the stoo up and i thought mus alight ...so i alighted and was like .. ok .. where is she .. she didnt alight ok ? i alighted at the wrong place !! damn !! so i took a cab and turns out .. i was only a bus stop away from st margs -.-" !!! damn lah .. wasted my money

so i met ngern kia and yunyu there .. totally saved life life ok ? was searching for trisha or vanessa .. so i called with nk's phone .. mom din allow me to take my phone .. haiz ..

so went round and round .. then when yunyu and nk went home .. i called up mel and asked her to come over .. she did hahah .. we went ard st marg's .. went to the library .. which again .. totally impressed me ..

so both of us went to town .. met nk and yunyu .. we ate desert at cine and were debating on whether this guy/girl was a guy or girl .. its still unknown .. but im guessing she/he is a girl .. damn chio lah but dress and hairstyle like guy ...

we headed for heeren .. haha .. when i suggested that yunyu and nk were like "AGAIN ??!!" .. hahah .. yes ppl again .. so anyways we went there .. haha .. took neos .. insisted since we may be separated nex year .. they turned out great !!! my mom threatened to slap me if i didnt go home .. so yeahs... went home lah !!

was damn tired so i went to sleep for two hours .. dinner ? scones please !! thats suppose to be breakfast but who cares ?

listening to : tv ( dunno wad show.. cant be bothered )
wearing : white shirt and black shorts
at:parent's room
mood : happy but sad but angry

2004-10-29T22:17:00.000+08:00

today's the last day of school for 2004 .. really really gonna miss 2dee `o4 .. haiz .. today .. did my hostess badge .. and for that i missed the ELDDS performance .. o wells .. i didnt see much of the class ... damn ..

so anywayz after school i went home to get some cash .. then followed mel , gaoya and cheryl to bugis .. we went ard in search of gaoya's skirt .. hehe .. after ALOT and ALOT of thought she finally bought it ..

and we saw maia !! so cool .. she's very frenly .. gy and cheryl took pictures with her .. cheryl got her autograph and i was too stone to do anything .. kinda regret lah .. haha .. she's prettier in person ...

we took neos and we took our time .. damn la .. can see black hole and insisted that they got it covered .. they did so yeah .. much better... the neos turned out great ..

was at kinokuniya .. haha .. then was reading mags.. we came across this section where embarasin moments were published and stuff .. haha .. damn funny ok ? hahaha ... and that gaoya was pretending to have business deal on da phone .. WTH !!she was like .. " i know there's a problem with the contract ....... yeah .. $5000 ... ill get back to you as soon as possible ... " ermm .. nice gaoya !!

we also ate at food court .. ate ice kachang and talked abt the past school year .. laugh laugh laugh .. complain complain complain .. hahah .. wad a year ..

hmm .. now waiting for someone to go online .. stupid lah .. ive been waiting for a long time .. but .. watever .. *someone* doesnt even know im waiting for that person .... hahaha

gna miss everyone ... !!! ....

now .. got guests at the house .. my mom insisted that i put on something decent cos i was wearing shorts tt looked like boxers and the pik tee i wore to meet gy , mel and cheryl .. so watever lah.. put on a skirt .. hahah .. they said i dont look like my mom .. well duh ?!

listening to : just lose it by EMINEM
wearing : skirt and pink t shirt
at: parent's room

2004-10-27T20:04:00.000+08:00

hehe .. din go sch today ... yeah i admit i pon .. haha .... my mom also encouraged it .. ;) .. in the morning she was like " mus u go ? " .. she din wait for me to answer and goes "no need ok ? u can go back to sleep .. go .. sleep summore " .. -.-" haha .. so yeah .. woke up at ard 9 ... messaged mel .. ppl !! she was sms'ing in class !! haha .. anyway no class nimore so who cares ?! asked her whether want to watch movie and she was like ok .. but in the end we didnt -.-" .. *thuds* .. so yeah .. i changed my skin !! i love the pic .. its so .. dark .. hehe

so anywayz i heard kim's cards went missing and she told linda and linda checked everyone's bags and therefore everyone was dissmissed late .. also heard linda was having heart attack becos the class veh wild .. HAHAHA !!!

i met mel at her hse ... then went out straight away .. she cut hair at oub centre .. i think thats what its called .. yup .. she take so long the hair dresser ask her to treat me .. but she didnt !!! aye .. my top earhole itchy .. i think its gna close .. better put something in it later ...

shit lah .. dad and sister came home .. they bought dinner for me but i ate oredi .. now dad not happy say they all waiting for my call .. wth ...

so back to today .. after the hair cut mel and i were looking for a place to eat i was damn choosy cos i din wanna eat rice .. we found a place budden it was too cheena for me ?? ahhahah .. so from raffles we walked all the way to suntec ... achievement !! so yeah .. ate at food court .. on the way we walked pass NYDC .. dunno why i smiled uncontrolably .. actually i knoe why lah .. *teeheehee* .. mel knoes ... and yeah !! bahahaha !!!

after eating i panicked cos it was dark so mel and i were figurin out how to go home ... wanted to cab budden i ralised not enough $$ .. damn !! so yeah .. lucky no one was home when i arrived .. hehehe

listening to : welcome to my life by simple plan
wearing : ecko shirt and shorts
at: parents room
mood : bloated ??

2004-10-26T17:01:00.000+08:00

okay ... hahah .. yesterday and today is a waste of my life ...

yesterday .. went to school only to slack ... wth .. pam went thru the dance with us early yest .. until some teacher came in .. forgot who liao .. budden when ms chan came in .. everyone seemed dead .. she nagged about how some of us din do as well as we shud've for maths .. who cares loh ... she also went thru some of the exam paper questions .. i bet less than 5 ppl were paying attention .. cheryl tan was sleeping .. HAHAHA !!!

delisa , me , tracy , mel , lizzy and yangwei were crappin the whole time .. del told us some LAME , DIRTY jokes .. hahahah ... damn funny .. del sat on my lap for quite some time .. tt gurl is damn light .. skinny ... haha ...

aft sch .. a couple of us went to tiong to eat .. then went to my place ... they all eat and eat again .... (not full ah ?!) .. watched tv aft they left ... crappy lah .. haha .. america's next top model was interesting .. cattie and sara dam chio .. hehe ..

today .. crapped ard in sch ... same ppl ... del playe pranks on so many ppl .. but aft tt the class seemed more united ... saddening.. 3 more days and we'll be separated .. gna miss them all like crap ... got my geog results at the last period .. 1 word - BAD ... can be prepared to get slaughtered liao lah .. mel , stefanie and pam went to ljs aft sch .. i din go .. totally no mood ...

listening to : kelly clarkson's break away
wearing : nothing .. haha . kdn .. T SHIRT AND SHORTS ..
at : parent's room
mood : disappoinment

2004-10-24T20:40:00.000+08:00

aya .. was at church and plaza sing today .. hahah .. my whole family went to a party but i din go so can use com .. hahaha.... the jap priest was serving again .. and again .. i didnt understand him .. and .. hehehehe .. my dripsters jus ended !! YAY !! yeah ...

actually was lazy to go to church .. budden my mom started naggin so i just went off to shower to shut her up .. i took my time lah .. haha .. then i reached the church and realised there was still ard ten min left so i went to canteen and took my time to eat .. i went up to cat class and realised everyone was waiting for me to arrive to start lessons .. actually not for me lah ..but for more people to come considering only 6 ppl were present !!! rahhh !! aft cat class i went to church .. i dont know why but i glared at my mom on one occassion .. but im mood seesawing so yeah ..

aft that my whole family went to plaza sing (i realised mel was there too ..) ate at cafe cartel .. was damn FULL ... walked ard and ard and ard ... i saw the godsend dvd ...but my mom din wanna buy .. oso saw final destination 2 .. an ddirty dancing .. and and .. rahhh !! alot of nice nice movies .. but my mom said NO ! ..

went home .. spent quite some time on the com and my DEAREST MOTHER shooed me away .. damn .. same thing happened last nite .. if she comes home and sees me here it will happen again ..

listening to : confessions part 2 by usher (he rox !!)
wearing : t shirt and shorts
at : parents' room
mood : regret

2004-10-23T21:15:00.000+08:00

muahahha ..haha .. today my mood like seesaw .. hhaha .. i was having mood seesaws yest and today .. anywayz .. today i went to my sister's dance rehersal .. (the dance is damn bimbotic) yeah .. hahah .. she performing next saturday ... was damn pissed cos me , my mom and sis arrived ther so early and i wasted 2 freaking hours waiting for the rest to arrive .. summore the children dancing were damn ... irritating .. they refused to jus listen to the choreographer .. hahha .. pity her lah ... so anywayz .. i saw elonah .. she's ... short .. bahahha .. i forgot to ask wad sch she in now ... but she was damn .. skimpy today .. hahha .. so yeah .. i wanted to get outta tt place ASAP so i show my mom a lil attitude and she let me go home .. lol !!

there was traffic .. so yeah .. reached home and rushed off to meet mel at centrepoint ..she was wearing her bro's SAJC t shirt !! then we went to taka to eat .. we ate yoshi .. haha .. i cant believe i ate so slowly .. lol ... then we walked ard and she walked me home .. thanks ahh ... hahah.. yeapz .and she came up with this brilliant idea to seduce an SAJC girl and sabo her bro .. make her think it was her bro who seduced her .. lol .. GO FOR IT LAH !! hahah .. she got a few stares from SAJC ppl .. mus be thinking how cum got guy who is so weird and squeaky in their sch .. hahah ...

listening to : my prerogative by brit spears
wearing : shorts and ... a top (the one i used to meet mel)
at: my parent's room

2004-10-22T21:45:00.000+08:00

rahh .. gna blog bout the past few days ...

on wednesday .. had no school .. went to suntec city and bugis with mel and her two pri sch frens ... they were reeeli nice ... actually sapose to go marisa's hse to practice dance budden cancelled ...and then i didnt wanna go home so i got pam's mad's and mar's help to tell my mom i wasnt in mar's hse .. but instead ta the gym practisin dance ... lol .. hahah .. and they agreed .. i love you all .. u guys rawk !!! yeaps .. so at suntec mel entered the male's toilet .. HAHA .. i told her to : #1 - go into cubicle ..#2-wait there for half a min and flush .. #3 get out and wash hands .. #4 leave ... and she did it successfully .. all she got was a suspicious stare fr a guy .. but who cares ?! hahha .. yeah .. then we all walked to bugis and took neos .. walked ard and then i went home , mel follwed .. yeapz .. budden upon reaching home no one was there .. bloody !!! yeah .. din have a key so waited outside with mel .. haha ... thanks !! yeah .. was feeling bored so we went walking ard orchard .. hahah .. we exchanged shoes .. she alredi brougt hers home today and im getting mine back tmr !! haha .. i miss my vans !!

thursday .. was suppose to go marissa's hse for dance practice .. budden mom didnt allow me to go out (damn her !! ) so yeah ... stayed home and read my romance novel .. haha ... thats pretty much what i did the whole day

TODAY -dammit .. got my maths paper back today .. saddening .. i failed dam badly for paper 2 .. 18/50 .. hahah .. paper 1 helped me alot .. 40/50 .. big diff .. i regeret going partying the nite before paper 2 ...but nth can be done now .. really felt like crying aft getting maths results .. im not gona tell my mom yet .. no way !! itll only ruin my holidays .. ill wait for her to go collect my report book .. i should be in thailand by then .. visiting my relatives .. so happy to be finally going solo .. well .. its not gona be for good but at least ill have a month of partial freedom .. tellig her my results now wud ruin everything !!! i hope no plans wud be changed ... english : bloody ms yew never tell us our oral results otherwise can tally results .. budden i need ard 24/40 for orals to get a B .. so ... ill pray reeli hard .. tts all i can do .. was reeli disappointed lah .. during recess esp .. budden mel cheered me up alot with her "lame jokes" ... thanks .. ur the best !!

aft sch me , mel and pam went to my hse to practise dance .. hahah ..mel so funny .. !! when we started i really felt like puking .. mus be the bloody tuna sanwiches .. so yeah .. danced until ard 9 .. haha .. my feet are so pressurised .. wadeva lah .. so yeah sent mel and pam to the bus stop then here i am ..

continuation

2004-10-20T14:22:00.000+08:00

yeah .. continuation ..hahha .. actually i have better things to blog about but i wanna kill time so yeah ...

last sunday i went to church ... bloody .. only 4 ppl including me turned up for cat class .. bloody lah ... charmaine nv go since her sis received first communion .. den aft tt i went to mass .. the jap priest was there .. didnt understand him at all then summore got this kid sitting behind me .. so damn noisy loh ... felt like asking him to go away and never come back .. know im mean but yeah ... was damn distracted becos of that and becos of another reason .... hahah .. aft church my whole family went to suntec for lunch .. ate at the congress at the outdoor seating cos inside was damn crowded ... i saw a whole family of cha cha cha's ... too bad mel wasnt there .. hahha .. then just went home and slacked ....

the party on monday was fun but the fun started only 3 hours after i arrived .. cos someone arrived .. he's the life of all parties ... hahaha .. talked talked talked .. craped ard alot .. and then a whole grp of us went walking ard the area ... then went back and played PS (haha !!!) then there was bacardi proudly sponsored by martin's mom ... that woman ish the best !!! yeah .. so i din study for maths at all ... went shopping and partying the whole daY ...

the maths paper on tuesday was a killer .. i lost 17 marks alredi cos i never complete ... i gave up halfway knowing i couldnt finish anything that will gain me some marks ... so damn difficult !!! yeah .. so went to takashimaya cos mel wanted to return some books .. was waiting for my fren so we went to eat kaya toast at the food court ... the music playing was my kinda lullaby ... i was falling asleep !!! hahaha ...

so yeah .. went ard then my fren came .. hahahha .. ate again .. was feeling full so i share food with mel .. my fren treat !! so nice .. hahah .. he later wanted to treat yunyu and ngern kia but they dowan .. (nex time dun shy hor !!) yeaps .. met meita , yunyu and ngern kia later ... but before tt we were lazing ard at the food court and went to the library ... i borrowed two romance novels and mel borrowed a magazine for her bro ... (mel' s so nice to him .. i wish my sis wud at least try to be nice )

so aft rotting at taka .. all da gurls derotted themselves and walked to my place .. crazy bunch.. hahahha .. we made melissa wear one of my mini skirts ... hahah !! nice !!! then me , yunyu and ngern kia keep saying mel got hourglass figure them she act shy ... but reeli lor .. mel got feminine figure budden she so guy .. hahah .. she looked good in my skirt .. meita took some pics ... hahah .. then we all gossiped a lil .. then someone had this great idea of making mel and yunyu act ... in a raping scene !!! hahah .. yeah .. took it on meita's phone.. full of shit loh ... hahha ...

then we all played ard with meita's phone and they had to go home .. but mel stayd ... we bof watched two weeks notice .. veh funny .. and tt woman keep doin the british accent .. irritating loh !!! hahaha .. yeah .. she went home aft that ..

was suppose to call her but then i fell asleep .. so sry !! i was damn tired ....

woke up at 8+ today ... considered early .. wanted to pig out buden remembered i had to go marissa's hse for dance practice ... but it was cancelled so yeah ... i met mel thinking tt it wud stll be on .. so its not and im at her place nw .. haha ..

2004-10-18T10:39:00.000+08:00

lol .. last paper tml !! yay !! hahaha ..but dunno why i gonna party tonite .. wad to do lah ... hahahha .. promised someone id go liao .. ok .. but if he doesnt turn up he's so dead ... hahaha .. me and my stupid mouth .. make idiotic promises .. anywayz .. i went to church yest . hahaha .. the priest was a jap so i didnt understand him .. the accent lah .. hahah ... then father paul came out during the hymn singing and took over the mic hahha ... he damn lively .. father paul is nice ... :) gift from heaven lah tt one ..

oh yah .. then i watched the ending of exorcist the beggining on saturday .. watched the first part on friday with mel at my hse .. yeaps .. got bad dream on sat nite !!! i told mel abt it and she also freaked out .. (now she complaining bcos its was the nite bfor home ec exam ... sheesh !! then during the exam i kept looking at the crucifix to see whether it fliped upside down ... ok .. im scaring myself again ..hahahha !!

friday : after exam i went to my dad's office ..looking for him to gimme lunch money ... in the end he on leave -.-" .. ok watever dad !!! hahah .. so me and mel ate at china square .. soyah ... aft that we went to my hse .. laze ard and then stef came and we went to stardus to play badminton ... lol ... hahah .. found out it was a club for singles only ... they have this matchmaking mission ... hahha .. then i found some vagina monologue postcards .. i showed it mel and she took so much ... hhahah .. yeah ,... then went back to my house and we watched brother bear hahaha .. cos stef din wanna watch exorcist ... hahha .. yeah .. and wen she left mel and i watched it lah ... halfway onli .. but it was freaky ... starting oredi damn satanic ... arghhh !!! sent her to bus stop and then went back home and to sleep .. hhahahah .....

saturday : was home alone and decided to watch exorcist ... got freaked out and i din dare move .. hahahha .. i know im retarded but there wqas a crucifix on the wall ... kept my eyes on it until i realised how retarded i am ...

sunday ... to be continued have to go home .. (at mel's hse now )

2004-10-11T13:58:00.000+08:00

today .. is the official opening of the SA's .. wah .. haha .. dunno why im here .. so relaxed when the bloody geography paper's tmr ... alot to cramp in my head ... i should be taking this oppurtunity to study while my house is empty ... i have i feeling my sister's outside waiting for someone to open the door but who cares ?! she probably thinks no ones home ... teehee .. so mean rite ?! anywayz .... ill let her figure out that theres this thing called a doorbell and she can ring it so i can open the damn door ... hahah ... but if my mom comes back ill be in deep shit lah .. oh well ... haha ..

today's mt paper was difficult .. yeapz ... its full of shit and i screwed up lotsa sections .. for the sentence making i changed so many words.. and i think i jus started my period .... ahh !!! noo !!! i totally hate it can ?! but who doesnt ?! but i hate it alot ... it distracts me from stuff .. damn uncomfortable .. and my mom never buy MY kinda pads .. she buys her kinda pads .. which i hate... i need wings to fly baby !!! i hope im wrong... i havent been PMSing .... so i hope im wrong..

now listening to children of the korn .. by of course.. korn ... haha .. the voices all so sexay .. sent to me by my dearest melissa ... L-O-L !!! ... hahha .. i bought cookies yesterday and melissa acted like it was her during recces .. speaking of that .. i spent too much today !!! damn !!! arghh ... and my mom has to buy me school shoes cos the ones now are rotting ..

yeah mel was like "u want ? [she's offering them] im feeling rich today .. " slap her ah .. suppose to be my recess loh .. hahaha ... then she eat so much still can steal my drink .. bish !!!then yeah ... steff gave me a lift home ... soo nice rite ? hmpf tt melissa go run away with cheryl lim .. so therefore .. no lift ... hahaha .. too bad ...yeah .. stef realised she needed to study alot for geography. .. all the best dearest ~!!!!

yeah .. so now im here slacking .. today's justin's birthday .. so .. happy birthday !!! :D:D ... called him jus now to greet .. yeah .. ended up talking shit for half an hour .... so yeah ... hahahahaha...wish me luck for tmr's paper okie ?! ... ill send u my love ..... bybye ...

*u ah ... haiz.... kinda miss u *

2004-10-10T21:48:00.000+08:00

wow .. haha ..today was pretty boring .. quarelled with my mom cos she didnt allow me to go to this recording studio with marisse and her mom *sobs*.. she says she'll only allow me to go out after exams ... (we'll see !!! .. i think she said tt jus to shuit me up .. gosh i feel like a little kid !!)

woke up late today cos i was up last night thinking , thinking and thinking .. about .. stuff .. yeah ... then i studied georgraphy (wheee!! i finishd it !!) and then mother tongue .. then came the quarell with my mom .. she was like " i dont wanna see you study !!! " cos i said i finished revising (i did!!) so i dao her and didnt study anymore .. haiz .. will revise mother tongue later .. tomoro's my final mother assesment for the year .. yay !!!

idiotic lah .. keep hearing moaning sounds from the tv .. eekz !! .. relax haha .. not RAted .. some movie about this girl gettin possessed .. oh yeah .. mel said she'll ask her bro and dad whether they will be willig to sneak us in for exorcist ... so how mel ?! ... yeah .. i bought cookies .. dunno whether u'd want them but im bringin them to school tmr ... yupz ..

bloody my mom askin me to get offline ... "thats enough , thats enough " ... slap her .. hahah .. lol ..

went to church at about 5.30 .. was late lah .. missed the readings and the gospel ... i arrived at st bernadette's and was sooo relieved i missed the priest's preach ... hahha .. that man talk damn slow lah !! so yeah .. felt good to be back there .. have been attending mass at sacred heart thru out this year ..

after mass my whole family went to great world city (been there for the third consecutive day) ... ate dinner .. teppanyaki ... ive never eaten so much veggies before can ?! it was like .. SO MUCH !!! eeks .. anywayz ... i chowed everything down .... yeah.. accomplishment :D:D ... then went ard great world ... mom dont allow me to buy cd ... dammit ... so yeah.. went grocery shopppin and went home ... she made strawberry shake .. dam nice ... mus be my aunty's recipe .. hehehe ..

2004-10-09T21:20:00.000+08:00

my cousin moved out today ... haiz .. damn saddening ..

i went to grat world today to collect geography papers from mel and stef .. woke up quite late cos was up studying geography last nite... yeah..quite frustrated cos i forgot the first few chapters liao .. dammit .. anyway now im here cos no mood to study ... i called mel jus now she wanted me to test her... my time in xchange for a burger... i agreed to it so im gonna call her back later .. ( im expecting a burger melissa!!!)

*heard ur voice today , made me smile , ope to see you soon *

happy ..yeah

2004-10-06T18:48:00.000+08:00

today went pretty well hahah ... at school ,mel gave me that look a couple of times .. dammit ... reminds me of someone sia ... but anywayz , it embarassment and happines all in one .. yeah .. hahaha .. yesterday also , during the entrepeneurship talk .. my gosh lah .. the winning schools .. haha (mel shud know wat i mean lah ) ... the today .. after school i went to art room .. to complete art .. whee !! sucess .. happy !! :D then after i went to mel's house .. to do PW .. and .. i was going to bus stop ... so i took lift with mel ... when i step outta the lift i saw someone !!! my gosh .. haha .. yeah .. mel din see at first but i told her so she said hi to that someone ... then that someone said i back .. yeah then i went home ... today's a nice day .. lol ..

tension

2004-10-04T19:57:00.001+08:00

haizz .. now the ppl are starting to get panicky ... hahaha .. exams are next week ... and i found out today tt alot of ppl are aiming for 3C ... NOOO !!! hahaha ... thats also my aim .. its either 3A or 3C for me ... 3B is a nono and my parents wont be happy if i enter 3D or below .. sighz .. i dun mind going to 3E actually but .. the parents , as usual ... today at school ... wow ... copying for 2 hours .. for geography and science .. sheesh .. hands dam tired can ? budden got an hour free for ms yew's lesson .. we werent reeli free but at least i managed to study MT and GS ... ok.. im feeling that im going nowhere .. its like... if i study now the next minute i forget .. this SO CANNOT happen now ... not now ... please !!! dammit lah !!

so 2D .. study reeli hard .... and show tt we can be the best sec2 class this year okiez ?! wheee ... all the best ppl ..

tension

2004-10-04T19:57:00.000+08:00

3 hours wasted

2004-10-02T18:06:00.000+08:00

ok .. today i wasted 3 hours ... obviously its becos of my mom .. tt biatch ... tried getting someone a present .. but tt woman refuses to get what i suggested ... we ended up walking ard orchard lookin for a FUCKING PRESENT ... in the end ... my stupid sister got a new toy (spoilt bitch) and we ended up getting a prezzie for a 7 year old kid tt neither me , my sis or mom knows very well... all tt instead of a prezent for a close fren !!! bitches.. hate them... with a mom thats biased , so-not-understanding and idiotic .. tts how her beloved daughter shall treat her yah ?! my whole family ate at seoul garden today though .... cos my sister insisted that it was children's day(IT WAS YESTERDAY CAN?!) and we all shud go eat somewhere tt will satisfy her... so spoilt rite ?

had my EL finals on thurs ... was not diff , not easy ... but i knew tt my vocab had ALOT of wrongs so .. good luck to me lah .. and these stupid poker online searches keep popping out !!! fuck them !!!!! stupid pieces of shit ...

tuesday

2004-09-28T19:19:00.000+08:00

my gosh .. tuesday . haha .. oops oops oops .. yeah .. was doing that so many times today . was so freaking clumsy . in the mrt(got one aunty kana my bag and she was dam frustrated .. pls loh ! bag only ), in school , at the meridien hotel stairway ... haiz ... yah ... my nose got prblem now .. sheesh ! stupid sister pas me her germs .. the day seemed to pass so quickly . after school had mt orals [i spoke in english !!! :'(] .. then went to meridien hotel , then to centrepoint macs then went home .. and like *snaps* its 5.15 ... so fast !!! wdh !

sunday

2004-09-26T14:04:00.000+08:00

ok so i just came home from church and lunch .. yeah ... it was ok lah .. hahhaa... i ate lunch at PS aft church . thanks to my dad who put $$$ in my badly empty wallet :D:D .. muacks ! guess im gonna go sleep and then study today .. dam hell boring but i have to live with it ...

boring

2004-09-25T19:34:00.000+08:00

hey !! haha .. so i finally changed my blog skin ... sadistic rite ? haha .. but sumhow i like it .. dun worry .. its not turning suicidal ..hahaha .. anywayz ... today was pretty much spent pigging out .. i din go for guides ... yeap .. yest nite was quite terrible lah .... firstly ... i cudnt decide where to sleep .. secondly i ended up sleeping in my cousin's room which was damn hell dusty ... so yeah... today i felt weird .. always happens when im not used to sleepin conditions i guess .. so yeah .. hahaha ... woke up arnd 11 .. then had breakfast and went online . at my neighbours hse ... well im still here considering the fact that the internet's still down ..

so im still here ... yeah .. hahaha..my whole family went out for this party... din wanna go lah so i stayed home and im rotting due to excessive boredom .. woohoo !!! launch's playing i like that ,... like wow .. finally a nice song played .... but then got probs lah .. keeps cutting .. grrr ...

last day of my sch week

2004-09-24T15:54:00.000+08:00

heheh ... friday again ... yangwei was like "THERE'S DPA TOMORO !!!" and i was like .. "oh ya its friday again" .... hahaha ... dam funny spent dunno how long at the canteen after school crappin arnd ... laffin and making jokes .. its sad to think that we mite be separated nex year and i cant joke with them anymore ... niwayz .. there's still ELDDS and guides .. so can still keep in touch with they all but it wun be the same lah .. haizzz .. gna miss 2D ...

i have come up with my fave. word ... leukoplakia ... discovered it during ms quek's talk cos there was rain and thus PE was spent by lecturing us about the dangers of smoking ... it was on monday ... yeah .. hahaha ..so happy .. this week's the last week of CCA ... hmmm ... been waiting for it .. i also quite disappointed lah ... wun be able to make it for the SYF auditions .. and its my only chance to participate in SYF !!! arghh ...

until now *you* havent tried caling me ... ok .. disappointing lah .... ive been waiting for it since ... last week ? i know u think i no longer care for u .. but the truth is... i still do .. alot .. i reeli hope u'll do well for ur streamings and i hope tt all this wont affect ur studies and all .. please .. if not for me then for yourself ok ? its not bcos we broke up , tt i dont wanna know u anymore ... i reeli hope tt u will understand me .. PLEASE !!!

yesterday went to seoul garden with sarah and mel ... haha .. ate so much ice cream .. eat eat eat ... then i kept going ow cos oil splattered unto my hands .. ow !!! hahaha .. i guess i was the only one at seoul garden going ow .. hahaha ... nice ... then i found this huge chunk of meat and decided to bbq it ... in the end ... outside got burnt and inside was still veh raw .. haha ... gave up on it lah ... hehez ... then herd tt yest anelderly complained bout a couple of stc gurls hu were inconsiderate in the bus ... wah .. i tot it was me , mel and sarah ok ? cos we were lafin veh loudly... haha ... aft seoul garden we went over to my place .. lent sarah a shirt but in the end mel used it ... haha...tried convincing my mom to let me go wt them to clementi to run but she din allow .. sadening .. then had tuition ... wah .. was half asleep so juliana give mercy and gave me light work .. haiz .. wanted to go back to sleep but cudnt .. then the singapore idol was on .... OMG !!! the pinklady's super freaky ... hahaha .. but 2 of them were good lah ... forgot the names liao .. then ... i ate ... read the bible and went to bed . didnt touch my hm wk .. dam lazy ...

dno whether i shud pon guides tml .. hahaha ... anyway ... if i do ... im gna pig out ... yay!!!

2004-09-16T14:06:00.000+08:00

after school ... the day so short.. got neew seating arrangment for EL classes . not bad lah ... sit with shiyun ... haha ... at least can sms ... she oso sms wad ... hehehe ... she quite pro oso ... sit beside violet las time still can sms ... :) ... i saw someone today during recess ... hahaha .... ogle ogle ogle ... together with yunyu .,.. heheh ... anywayz ... im dam err .. uh ... sad now lah ... hahah .. this week is dam depressing ... found out some stuff ... and ... i had to end some things ... oh wellz ... it was for the best .. i find that guys can sometimes be beaten by gurls ... this is like so true !!! hehehe ... craping again ... someone wanted o shit so badly today ... hahaha .. went to toilet twice ... so cool rite ?

heart broken

2004-09-05T14:56:00.000+08:00

sometimes i wonder why you still want me even ive hurt you so many times ... why wont i just let u go ? i dont kno .. i just cant seem to ... i dont wanna hurt u anymore ... i dont know wat to do ... please just understand me ... i know im turning more and more crook everyday ... but you still accept me as i am ... u gave me ur unconditional love but whnever u say u love me ... i just cant seem to say it back to u ... i just feel tt i dont deserve it... i dont deserve u...

hayo...

2004-08-24T17:05:00.000+08:00

walau ... long time since i last posted ... heheh ..so o well ... im back .. dun miss me ... LOL !!! so .... lats week was bloody busy .. stayed back until 7+ for most of the days last week ... then was released at 9+ on thurs and fri ... but it was all worth it lah .. the performance was a success !!! wheee ... gan eng seng's musical was great !! u rawk guys ! muahhh !!! so glad i got support from stef , rebecca , melissa , mom , aunty and .. well ... my sis ... ok thanks guys .. ur presence made me extra nervous but thanks ... haha .. actually it feels stupid .. i dunno why im nervous when i have such a small role !!! hahaha .. maybe scared i cant laugh loudy or properly ... hehehe ... so yeah .. sarafeen sprained her ankle so ... geraldine had to take over so ... i was given a new task of laughing LOUDLY ... and disturbin doven ... haiz .. fun but then my throat suffered a lil bit .. then the matinee was cancelled ...

yeah .. then im happy with my results too ok ? altho compared to the class it aint that good .. ok ... lemmi show off now ... hahaha .. nah .. ok so i got ... around 5 A's ... wheeee !!! melissa got all A's loh ...my dearest yunyu oso.. i hope they wud influence me to study harder in time for streaming !!!i need yer help !!! *blink blink blink*

im now at mel's house .. so hard to decide wat to do for guides farewell can ?! grrr .. then some ppl dowan to cooperate !!! o wellz ... wat ta do ? yest mel was at my hse ... we tried out the cooking for practical exams which was today ... in the end get so low for pracs .. sheesh ... the macaroni was nice loh !!!! mdm lim so bloody !!! mel's brownies nice oso she say not nice ... she seriously has issues man.. wanna die now .... so exhausted .. and when i get home i have bloody tuition .. im super lazy ... wanna pig out at marisse's hse ...

i miss *you* !!!!!

CA week

2004-08-14T19:10:00.000+08:00

CA week .. got one more paper to go .. but i seriously think tt all the papers so far were easy .. altho i know i wont score very high .. nothing new here .. hahaha .. today i went looking for a new pair of shoes .. cant find anything nice enough ... so .. have to wait .. haiz .. went to school also .. for guides ... so nice .. early in the morning i saw someone .. hahaha .. then i suddenly so awake and hyper ... melissa got beaten of course .. surprisingly i dont pity her .. hehehe .. so mean .. then after guides me , mel , cheryl L and gaoya went to tiong to eat ... we all ate at kopitiam ... nice nice .. hahaha .. then we went to macs for desert .. very retarded .. then *You* called ... i was damn happy ok ? muacks !!!

so this week .. had EL , MT , GS ,EM , GY & HO papers .. maths was ok but cudnt finish it in time ... at least 3 marks gone ... cud finish the others ... geography wasnt as diff as i tot it wud be .. phew .. the rest ... were average ... hopefully i did well .. considering the fact that i didnt put much effort into studying for the papers .. i snoozed off immediately aft finishing papers .. din bother to check .. im still slackin .. and .. streaming's are coming soon .... its suicidal... bbut i dunno why im still not working hard ... o wellz ..

so thats about it ... boring man ... haiz ....

~love *you* loaddssss !!! muacks .. see ya tml !!~

hehehe

2004-08-10T20:28:00.001+08:00

ok so today , i woke up at 11+ .. had to bathe rite away cos my tuition teacher was on the way to my place .. hmm .. yeah .. had to endure 2 hours of tuition ... but it was ok ... at least i prepared a little for my MT CA tml .. i did a tiny bit of preparation for sci ... im gonna continue later .. hmm .. everytime i try to concentrate i fall asleep .. wat rubbish is this ? irritating shit.. haha ..

i went out to isetan at shaw .. wanted to buy pants .. but then .. i dunno why i didnt end up buyin .. hahaha .. so i roamed around a little bit and then went to lucky plaza .. i bought a pair opf jeans .. i regret !! arghh !!! spent close to 150 bucks today .. shit me .. yah . so i just went home before i murdered myself becos of pure regret !! arghh !!!

i studied a lil bit of sci wen i reached home .. i really have to watch wat i eat .. damn ... i sure gain weight !!!

~im so happy *ur* coming back to singapore !!!cant wait to see u again .. love *u* loadddddsss !!! muah ! ~
so anywayz .. bubye ppl luv ya loaddds !!

my birthday !! whee!!

2004-08-09T17:52:00.000+08:00

ok .. so i celebrated my birthday yesterday ..haha .... i went to church in the morning .. yup yup .. with my dad and sis .. actually they went first ... then i follwed for mass .. cos i was having a headache in the morning .. no actually i was pretending to have a headache so i cud sleep more .. bahahah .. my aunt arrived the day before ... she's a butch .. hahaha ..

after church i went to meet melissa and her brother .... melissa's brother tall loh .. hahah .. we ate at wheelock .. nydc or something .. so nice ... arghh!! wanna eat there again soon ... the baked rice very nice !! me and melissa ate the baked rice with chicken and pepper and her bro ate pizza .. haha .. cant believe it ... i finished my soup last ... heheh... after that me and melissa roam around for a while ... we met stef later on .. we went to wisma and they bought my prezzie !! whee!!! hahah .. they bought this extremely cute happy house pig plus a happy house pen with princess all over it . aya .. something like that lah .. hahha ...

we went to paragon so stef and her room mate cud shop for make up ... yah ... then we met justin and he gave me my prezzie !! haha .. so cute !!! its a pink bear with my name on it .. sweet ... hehe .. so we all .. as in , me , mel , stef and her room mate went to stef's hse stef put on some make up and we all went to my hse .. yah hahah ...

after that i saw marisse and so we all went to PS ... to pick ice up .. hehehe .. she bought vodka for us .. that was nice .. hahah ..

at PS , we all bought a bottle of grapefruit flavoured vodka and orange flavoured bacardi ... we drank it at my house ...secretly at the staricase area .. all damn nice esp the bacardi !! melissa turned very very red ...i wanted summore so wen A arrived i asked him whether he'd be nice to me for a change and help me buy some alcohol... hehehe ..but he didnt ... ass !!!

we all hung out ... and A and his group of guys went to play pool .. hmpf .... purposely never tell me ... hahah .. so yeah ... when i sent ice to the bus stop i started feeling bad .. my stomach was damn pain ... mus be bcos i drank without eating anything .. arghh !! it was esp painful when i laughed .. damn ass .. melissa hung out some more ..in the end i puked before and after she left .. i felt so much better .. hahaha .. and so his group of guys came back .. hehe .. we all played truth or dare .... me , A ,J ,their 2 frens , van , 16 , and trisha ..

bloody hell .. i was dared to either kiss A's neck or have my first kiss with one of his frens .. forgot the name .. haha...nonsense loh !!! so .. yeah .. calling me a bad sport and all ... i decided ill just go with kissing his neck ... i wun call it a kiss.. it was merely putting my lips on his neck .. nothing more !!! it didnt last a second or more ...hehehe .. it was fun lah.. all crazy stuff like drinking raw egg yolks and icky stuff like that .. gross ...

so yeah .. i went to stefanie's house .. my neighbour .. and me and marisse watched kill bill one there... then i bathed and we watched kill bill 2 at my place... i fell asleep halfway .. dam tired ... well obviously .. it was like .. nearing 3 in the morning .. so yeah ...

i woke up at 12 plus today .. arghh!!i ate , bathed and went out with marisse .. yeah .. she sleptover .. so we went to her place first , she bathed and we went to little india to eat .. veh nice !! haha .. the milk thingy esp !! i wanna go there again !! LOL .. hahaha .. we went aroun and i saw this nice head thingy (the one indians put on their forehead .. forgot whats it called) ... it was so so pretty !!! i wanted to buy but it was like ..4 bucks so forget it lah ... wanted to take cab to go home.. haha .. yeah ..

~im so happy *u* remembered my birthday ... *ur* messages made my day .... i just wish *u* were here with me .. miss *u* loaddssss !! muacks !!~

one more day to my bday

2004-08-07T10:19:00.000+08:00

yup .. one more day to my bday ... hmmm .. i think i woke up on the wrong side of the bed today ... im jus not feeling myself today ... haiz ... ok ........ yah ... lets just say im thinking that the worst is coming .. its like very soon ill be hit with something ive been trying ot avoid ... but watever it is ... ill never forget *you* ... *you* take care ok ? just tell me if im doin anything wrong here ...

national day ceremony in school

2004-08-06T21:55:00.000+08:00

hmm.. wat a day . i didnt regret going to school .. hehe ... so memorable .. yupyup .. stc was so united and the love cud be seen 360' !! wheeee !! stc forever .... theresians rock to the max !! ok .. so i went to school very very early .. haha .. nth better to do . so i helped cheryl post up an anouncement on the guides notice board ... yah.. then i was still bored so i visited my locker .. yeah ..

then.. durin assembly... we sang the bloody my people my home 2 times.. gosh i hate that song .. and the ppl involved in the marchpast were good lah . no one fainted .. i think .. i hope .. hehehe ..

after that we had assembly .. the band's performance was the best .. at least thats wat i think .. but the best part was the sing along session .. there was hugging , and holding hands .. haiz.. will reeli miss the seniors.. wish they din have to go so soon .. *sobs* .. i saw someone .. i was buggin melissa cos i was happy .. hahaha .. but i din bug her cos of her reason lah .. haha ..then the last song.. the national anthem .. like wow ?! the whole school sang so loudly ok? ms martens was being sarcastic again in saying that the principal almost fainted cos she saw so shocked that we sang the anthem so loudly .. haiz ..

after sch .. i went to zhangde with eunica , ice and melissa ... mel and eunica not from zhangde but they just go for fun .. haha .. we saw lotsa guys ... very few gurls went back .. so sad .. haiz ... the guys all grew damn tall .. i saw yanting's childhood darling and doren's one oso .. all so tall yupyup ... saw michelle oso.. she veh fun ... haha .. u rock ok ?! hehe .. i din see mrs ganesh tho .. haiz.. saddening .. saw mr vaitesh ... then i was like "eh .. this one" ..then i remembered his name .. he mus have thot i lost my respect .. cos he was like " wah .. THIS ONE ?! " ahh .... humiliating ~!!!!

so anywayz .. we all went to town .. to eat ..we went to yoshi at cine .... then we met yunyu and her gang at heeren ... surprising ok ? the kuai clique all go town and take neos haha .. i dunno y but its jush surprising .... then yah .... me and yunyu left the rest and we went for drama ..

i was very reluctant to go ok ? im losing interest in it ... if i cud i wud have skipped it but then daphne chan say tt anyone who doesnt turn up will be kicked out .. ahhh !! the CCA points wud be so wasted so i just went for the dumb rehersals !!! i totally no mood ok ? acting just isnt my thing wen it gets in the way with stuff ..

so aft drama me and yunyu went to met yilin and ngern kia ... haha .. yunyu's nick is dawn , ngern kia's one is apple and i forgot wats yilin's one ... i din have one lah .. haha .... so yeah .. we went around taka .. yilin said that they came across someone ... !!!! this is so unfair ... i missed her becos of drama !!! ahhh !!!! so yeah .. i ended up eating honey dew sago , and buying a pen , a pencil and an eraser ... yah ... finally bought them ... hahaha .. so i just went home after that ...

mom went to china town again .. dunno why ... i pity eunica ... she lost her wallet .... cheer up ok ? u shud smile more !!! --->:D...

~i really miss u .. never herd from u for a long long time .. just to let ya know ... i wud never forget u ... love u loaddsss ... ~

TO EVERYONE: GOO DLUCK FOR YOUR COMING CA'S ...DO WELL OK ... 2D MUST BEAT 2E ~!! BAHAHAH!!!

buhbye ... luv y'all ~!!!

2 days to my bdae ~!

2004-08-05T15:14:00.000+08:00

ok so anywayz .. im falling asleep .. waiting for my mom to come and get me so we can both go shop ... yeah .. shop .. in town .. with my mom .. quite happy tho .. she owes me lots and lotsa stuff .. hehehe .. now chatin with my sick bro ... dam sick .. tsk tsk tsk .. i went home too early today .. regret it ... im so bored ! haiz .. can u believe it ? i reached home before 2... and no one was home .. haha .. so i invited quite alot of ppl for the bbq this sunday ..alot of my frens are scared of my parents .. cnt believe it loh .. haha.. bloody pervert oso scared .. teheheh .. i saw someone today .. AHEMZ !! hahaha ... then yah .. got too excited then suddenly i cudnt walk cos somethin happened to my foot .. damn ouch can ?! haha ..yah .. and good news for melissa !! i wun bug her tml and on weekends .. i wun bug her forever once i get sick of it .. u know .yah .. so thats the good news melissa .. nothing to do with ur stupid sexy gurlfren ... who's so dead !! hahaha .. my stupid sister pissing me off now ... she cant just get the fuck outta my room .. she purposely has to watch here !! hello ?! i was here first and im listening to music on the com and she purposely come in and watch tv .. summore make it damn loud ... i totally hate cartoons an she HAS to come and bug me .. stupid gurl !!!

it feels like somethin's heatin up , can i leave wit u ? hahaha .. j timberlake rawks !! so its 2 days to my bday im tellin u this (yes u ) so now u know wat ya hfta do awrite ? hahaha .. so thick skin today .. hehehe ...

~love u .. neva herd from u today .. hope ur doin awrite ? study hard for yer CA's and do well ok ? muacks ! ~

2004-08-04T20:09:00.000+08:00

i wanna hug someone .. wah !!! hahaha .. watever lah aya .. ive been buggin melissa like hell these days .. im still deciding when to give her a break .. lemmi think ? tomoro ? my bdae (HEY ITS ROUND THE CORNER OK ?!)wait ... how bout .. NEVER !!?? aint i great ? haha .. no lah i not so bad .. i tortured her during lit today .. so cool ok ?! haha

hmm .. so anywayz , i had science for first lesson .. had the bloody test .. tough lah calculated crap .. im so definitely not taking physics next year .. i hate anything tt has to do with maths ok ? yalah .. aft tt had uhh .. forgot .. yah ..hehe .. oh yah ! PW .. melissa's group presented .. the presentation was damn long -.-" .... but entertaining lah .. well done ppl ... muahhs .. the honey drink veh nice .. as sweet as honey (wdh rite ?!) hahha... today we had early recess whee !!! so happy ... haha ... then had mother tongue ... compo !!! grrr !! hate compo .. wrote about aliens .. haha .. then had geo then art .. we were late for edgar's lesson cos had geo test .... hard ok ?! but i dun have any regrets .. as in .. i din study and i dun have regrets ... lets just shake legs til the results come out .. NOOO !! i cant !!! cos the pharking CA's nex week liao ... *sobs* rite aft me 14th bday .. (YES IM REMINDING U .... ITS ROUND THE CORNER .. 0808 !!)

yalah .. then aft school had drama .. lucky were not having it tml .. can die if i stay back every single say for it ok ?! the they taking away my half day on friday .. fucking bitches .. so worked up for wad ?! y'all know we're the more talented party so can relax anot ?! *breathe in .. breathe out* .. haha .. so yeah .. reached homeat 7 .. exactly .. mom don have any reason to scold me .. i know she wanted to .. (YES MA .. I KNOW!!)she was like " HANNNAH!!" .. and i was like "wat ?! its only 7 " then she keep quiet ... hahahaha !!! booo !!! teehehehe

~i love and miss you so much ... im going crazy .. teeheehee .. another day since we last saw each other .. another day closer till we meet again.. muahhhs ~

byebye ppl love love love u all ~!!

missing u

2004-08-03T19:12:00.000+08:00

haiz .. today .. first period :MATHS !! can die ok ? i totally HATE MATHS .... like .. who doesnt ? ok alot of ppl but i seriously hate it .. aft which .. we had science , then recess , then home econs .... then .. mother tongue and lastly .... civics and moral ed .. yay !! the day seemed to end so quickly .. budden had drama .. haiz .. quite fun today lah .. yangyan's seriously funny ... hehehe ... then.. aft sci i saw someone and someone else pinched my ass !! wdh .. anywayz .. lemo was looking at us .. hayo !! made my day actually .. haha .. we made burgers for home econs today .. YUM ! and we made birthday cards for spore during cme .. and i hae i geography test tml.. wana die .. i lazy to study ... arghh !!

~i miss you like crap ! ~

drama

2004-08-02T18:55:00.000+08:00

today .. hmm .. i spent like. half an hour in front of the mirror in the morning trying to tie my blardy hair .. in the end .. i left the hse .. with my hair in a mess. so yeah .. the stupid bus came late .. wen i boarded the bus and went up , yilin saw me .. her eyes suddenly so big .. haha .. she was like .. u cut ur hair ah ? ok so i was in a bad mood cos i cudnt tie my hair .. and i was like .. yah !! bloody hair so hard to tie ... then yalah .. i tied my hair in the bus .. ok .. i tried to .. then my hair was in a mess but hack .. then .. in school.. the gate omos closed .. luckily me and yilin ran .. a few more seconds and we considered late ok ? phew !!! haha .. so during assembly (the damn audi was so cramped!!!), elaine noticed my hair .. yah i know it sucks ... haha .. so ..after .. melissa asked me not to tie .. but i wanna tie so wad the heck ..then during PE steph took away my hair tie so i cudnt tie my hair .. *sobs* .. anyway i just let it down for the rest of the day .. arghh !!! i seriouslly wanted it to be just nice for tying wen i cut it in the end the back part's so long and the front's so short .. anyway... iM having a BAD HAIR DAY !!! ill jut go mourn now.. buhbye !

to tags rite .. angel .. and dunno who .. ur pathetic.. yes ice i miss u ... and pamela .. yeah .. saw u in sch .. haha .. im soo lame.. thanks carl.. u take care too ..

~i miss *you* too ... muacks .. love *you*~

bbq at duno who's hse ..

2004-08-01T20:37:00.000+08:00

My life will never be the same
Cause girl you came and changed
The way I walk, the way I talk
Now I cannot explain
These things I feel for you
But girl you know it's true
So stay with me, fulfill my dreams
I'll be all you need oh it feels so right
I've searched for the perfect love all my life
Ooh it feels like
I have finally found a perfect love this time

You rocked my world, you know you did
And everything I own I give
The rarest love, who'd think I'd find
Someone like you to call mine
You rocked my world, you know you did
And everything I own I give
The rarest love, who'd think I'd find
Someone like you to call mine

In time, I knew that love would bring
Such happiness to me
I tried to keep my sanity
I've waited patiently
And girl you know it seems
My life is so complete
A love that's true, because of you
Keep doing what you do
Ooh it feels so right
I've searched for the perfect love all my life
Ooh who'd think I'd find
Such a perfect love that's awesomely so right

And girl, I know that this is love
I feel the magic all in the air
And girl, I'll never get enough
That's why I always have to have you here

JAcko rAwKS .. teehee .. ok ..

so today ... hmm ... i studied .. after so many days , or even weeks.. i studied today .. for my geography test tml ... an i did my sci hm wk .. yeah .. got maths oso but i dunno wat to do .. nv pay attention in class mah .. i din have cat class today .. i wun have it for a month .. whee !! :D ... teeheehee .. so yeah ..

i went and hung out at A's hse ... he "paid" me back for the ice cream he finished at my hse yesterday... wen i reached his hse , jeremy was there and his mom ... never see his dad for a looong time .. haiz .. no one to give those funnie aussie jokes which i hardly get .. hahah .. so yeah .. a tub of ice cream was waiting for me .. LOL .. rocky road.. hahaha .. i was like.. "u tryin to get me to gain weight ?" and he was like .. "no ! who said u cud finish the tub ?! ".. o wellz .. -.-" ..

so yeah .. i played PS there .. haha.. so fun .. crazy taxi.. bahaha .. then my mom ask me to follow her at dno who's hse for bbq .. i was like .. who's tt .. and she was like .. u dno her .. so i was like .. wdf .. hhaha .. she said i cud bring anyone i like so i askd A to follow .. he din wanna go but his mom said he had to study . he din want to so he followed me .. wdh ..

yah .. he's so sweet .. teeheehee .. wen we reached the place ( we took forever finding it ) i was so ... amused ...!!! ... haha. there was this shelf which had cute pig figures !!! omg so nice .. then there was this vase full of roses .. i swear there has to be at least 50 roses there ok ? then .. knowing i simply love roses .. A asked the owner if he cud have one ... and the owner said yeah and so he gave the rose to me !!! so sweet .. yeah...

then we went to the backyard .. where the bbq pit was ... so many ppl there k ? then .. since we entered together so many ppl asked of we were steads .. hmmm ... ok .. were not ok ?! then so many ppl oso told my mom tt we so compatible and dunno wat crap .. so naturally my mom questioned me .. sheesh !!!!!! my god ok ?! then .. yeah .. A just told me that his mom questioned him as well.. my mom must have told her .. gosh ..

in the middle of the bbq .. i was feeling bored so i draged A to the provision shop .. and yeah .. we spent so much time there ... i think the uncle thot that we wanted to shoplift or something .. keep staring .. then .. bloody hell .. it started raining ... im so lucky .. yea rite...so we had to stay there even longer ... so we stayed there for too long .. my mom got worried an sms'ed adam and me ... she told us to borrow umbrella from the uncle and go back .. we dowan ok ? i think we disturbed the uncle simply by spending too much time there . dammit .. so yeah .. adam had this brilliant idea of walking in the rain .. i din reeli want to so he pulled me and we walked in the rain .. wdh .. lucky we werent so wet wen we reached the hse ... we just sat around ... and then we went home .. haiz .....

~~ i miss *you* so so much .... i wanna cry .... love *you* .. remember that ok ? .. i wished u were with me today .. teeheehee ... ~~

ok... buhbye ppl .. love y'all ..

my hair !!!

2004-08-01T11:40:00.000+08:00

ok .had a hair cut.. u know .. my hair now is damn short .. so hard to tie .. argh !!! the anty at the salon ask if ok anot when it wasnt that short but my mom ask her to make it shorter !!! i was like .. huh ?! then the anty quickly said ok and snip snip snip ... byebye hair ... almost 3 inches gone k ? and i look chubbier oso !!! ahhh !!! alot of ppl were shocked to see me ok ? i had the cut at lucky .. so my mom obviously had to go see her frens (which were all working there) ... first we went to the PNB .. uncle renee was like .. 0.0 .. and one lady , my mom's fren was like wow ... and i was like .. shit ... yeah .. so basically alot of response to my new hairstyle .. the worse one was my dad .. i went home and he was like ... OMG!! arghhh !!!probably cos the anty made my hair so thin .. so anyway ... wen i reached home ... i went online .. slacked ... haha. then my mom and dad went off with A's mom 2 go clubbin .. no fair !! haha .. A came .. duno y he cudnt stay at home alone .. scared isit ?! hahah .. then yeah ... he stayed until 4 in the morn .. when the parents came home .. he finished my freakin tub of rocky road .. dammit .. nvm.. im gna raid his fride nex time i go there !!! watch out !! dno wad happened to him actually ... sleep so dam early ... no fun one loh .. the hse was so quiet .. im guessin he drank somethin ... o well ... anywayz .. i had a chat wif mel and ice til dunno wad time on msn .. then on the phone ... over one hour .. my stupid sister complain to my mom say i talk on the phone for so long.. wanna slap her loh .. bitch .. teeheehe ... mel got prob she dowan to tell me and ice !!! ahhh !! so so mean ... :'( *sobs* .. my prob still cannot clear yet .. ppl are confusing me ... so many reactions and suggestions .. so confused now ok ? hahaha .. i din see *you* for 2 week now .. miss *you* so much ... *sobs* ...love *you* still ... muacks

ok ppl .. buhbye .. love y'all ..

today today today

2004-07-30T19:34:00.000+08:00

hmmm .. today i can say tt my mood swing stopped .. hehe .. was damn happy in school .. but at the same time i felt so guilty and sad .. cos of some reasons .. i just hafta stop this ... its troubling me to the core .. im beginning to thik im gna become totally crooked .. but nvm .. haha .. after sch i went with mel , sofi , elaine kho , cheryl tan and pamela to macs .. the debate about hamburgers just made me wanna eat hamburgers even more .. so yeah .. actually just went to tiong to sew mel's belt .. made it lower and looser ... hehe .. she owes me ok ? wanted to sew in sch but scared teacher catch .. haha .. so yeah .. i arrived home at 5.30 and the tuition teacher was there .. her foot seems ok =) .. thn my mom scolded me in front of her loh !!! friggin irritating .. not even considered late she mus scold me.. like nothing better to do liddat .. then i started tuition ASAP so she wud fuck off .. so aft tuition , she ha to nag again .. felt like throwing the remote control at her .. idiot .. anyhow question whether im in a gang or on drugs .. felt like beating the hell outta her .. she jump to conclusions one more time i swear il burst ! she summore planing my bdae .. its my bdae and i cant even celebrate it the way i want !!! idiotic ..

i just feel so confused .. i dunno wat ta do about my situation .. i wanna stop this but i cant seem to .. i cant help it .. it just happens .. i know there's no hope for wad i wish for but i cant stop myself . i also have to stop because of *you* .. im really confused now .... i know this isnt necesary but its just so hard .....

i wanna sleep summore !!!

2004-07-29T20:35:00.000+08:00

haiz.. rite after my last entry .. i went to sleep ... i woke up and had tuition.. my poor tuition teacher had foot injury and couldnt walk properly so her husband had to pick her up from my house .. poor thing sia .. she lipmed everyhere she went ... and going to the toilet was hell for her ... get well soon ok ? anyway , i had my diner .. jus only .. haha .. my godparents came and they brought food !! haha ... im hoping they give me $$$ before they leave ... hehe ? anyway ,, im being crappy ... and i bet sum ppl are alredy asleep .... dammit ! bleahx ..

today today today .. haiz ...

2004-07-29T16:02:00.000+08:00

lets see ... hmm .. haha .. my mood swing today was so noticed .... melissa , my mom , and my cousin noticed ... and michelle thinks im mad .. hahaha .... i went to the canteen , saw her and went : MICHELLE TAN !!! HAHHAHA !!! .. yah .. so she was like .. uhh .. an i went by laughing and laughing for no reason ... and like , two lessons before i was sulking .. this is called severe mood swings ...

LOL ... and today's time table totally sucks ok ? it was like , geography for an hour , then mother tongue for half a hour then an hour of english .. after which i had my long awaited recess ..haha .. after recess ... bloody loh ... had uhh.. dun remember,maths i think .. hahaha .. shit i really dun remember ... bahaha !!

blardy loh . after school melissa ran off with her sexy gurlfrens and left me alone to face karen leong ... DAMMIT !!! thinking about it just makes me fume !!!luckily the wonderful yilin was there so i wasnt alone !! thank you ~~!! so yeah .. gave the $$ to karen leong , then i went home ... yah ... took the bus with yilin loh .. the in the bus i felt like puking... so shitty ..

i reached home then i saw adam's mum having a pedicure .. wah look so shiok ! i oso wan but my mom told me to continue dreaming .. watever loh ...

OMG OMG OMG !!! then while toking to my mom abt something i put my hand on the table and she was like ... "wats that ?" (i wrote something on my hand u see ) then i was like.. "uhh nth nth ".. then she said .. "let me see !!" so i jus rushed to the bathroom an scrubed it off .. lucky she dunno .. hahaha .. so i went out of the bathroom and into my room and she was there .. she was like .. "u have a crush on someone rite ? "MY GOD !! i was like .. "no lah ".. then she said : "dun lie i wun scold u ".. i said "haha very funny" and left the room .. ok .. if she knew wat was written on my hand she will scold me ok ? there was this hart .. and a "haha" and "him or her" ... showing that im bi ... so yeah ... i just know she wun like it if im a lil lesbian so ... yah !!! ayo !!!

so anyway , i went ta bath then i got myself a henna tatoo from the person who was doing adam's mum's pedicure .. so nice ! i just scraped the thingy off ... haha .. now i got big big problem sia ... i owe mark koh a present and i dunno wad ta get him ... he wants drum sticks .. but after the stupid hand inciden today , my mom sure suspect if i ask her for the $$$ to buy drum sticks ... so yeah .. !!!!! dammit !!!

i din quarell with my mom ... wait .. o yes i did .. this morning .. cos of socks.. again !! becos all my socks were wet and i asked her for $$$ to buy new socks and she tol me i ask her for too much $$ .. so i naturally answer back lah .. so ... i can say byebye to tml's outing .. she sure dun allow me to go !! wah !!! :'( that means mark wud hafta wait logner for his prezzie and i cant have my bdae prezzie from justin ... hahaha .. my bdae nex week but i cant wait .. and he not sure whether he can make it and stuff so he's suppose to give it to me tml .. but i can really really say byebye to that ! hmpf !

~i miss *you* so much !!! ~

muacks ! love u all !!